my eye lids are drooping, and i have no resolve about anything.
i hope it's not going to be too late to buy my tickets to finland when i get home. i just don't want to think about it right now... not even in the slight. i just want to think that i'll be there and everything will be fine... even if i'm going with...
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i hope it's not going to be too late to buy my tickets to finland when i get home. i just don't want to think about it right now... not even in the slight. i just want to think that i'll be there and everything will be fine... even if i'm going with...
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slowly turning to meet him, your neck cracks slightly as you crane it upward to look him in the eye. the words that were meant to be said have turned to dragonflies and with their glinting wings buzzed off into the sun carrying all the courage you possesed along with them.
do you ever wake up and really figure that today will be the day...
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do you ever wake up and really figure that today will be the day...
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emma35:
i sent the package express 2 day or 4 day i can't remember so you better get it before you leave! Or i'm gonna eat someone's face off! 
i love days when i can ignore life and lay in bed and read. free of my roommate and all other reasons to do something else.
smashing. really just smashing.
time to start Number 4. hehe.
smashing. really just smashing.
time to start Number 4. hehe.
mercie:
I used to read so much. The internet has taken over my life! But i feel like I'm still getting some sort of human interaction, so it's justified in my head. 
I only really read when i sit in a hot bath now....
Thanks for your compliments sweetie... and yeah BLAH about my ex being a turd and un-friending me... he's just a pecker and i think he just wanted a way out because it makes his relationship with his current GF miserable because she gets all jealous and pouty when he calls me and shit... so he just wanted out i think. He can have it. I'll let Fate decide where we go from here, with no interference from me!...
I only really read when i sit in a hot bath now....
Thanks for your compliments sweetie... and yeah BLAH about my ex being a turd and un-friending me... he's just a pecker and i think he just wanted a way out because it makes his relationship with his current GF miserable because she gets all jealous and pouty when he calls me and shit... so he just wanted out i think. He can have it. I'll let Fate decide where we go from here, with no interference from me!...
emma35:
ahhh i love reading...i feel like I don't do it enough ! 
what are you reading lately? for lack of anything better to read i am re-reading poisonwood bible to soak it in a bit more. This is silly but I would love to have the complete c.s. lewis narnia chronicles. I loved reading those books in elementary! 
what are you reading lately? for lack of anything better to read i am re-reading poisonwood bible to soak it in a bit more. This is silly but I would love to have the complete c.s. lewis narnia chronicles. I loved reading those books in elementary! ok, confession time: (warning really borning and cheesy not juicy as most people's real confessions tend to be)
as strange as it may be i have started reading the Harry Potter books. i have been a strong adversary of them for a while, refusing to read them or moreover watch the movies, but sinking to an all time low of starvation for a decent novel,...
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as strange as it may be i have started reading the Harry Potter books. i have been a strong adversary of them for a while, refusing to read them or moreover watch the movies, but sinking to an all time low of starvation for a decent novel,...
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emma35:
oh my gosh i watched the movie today I have yet to read the books though. I hate when people always have the television on. That's one of the things I cherish about my dorm room.....no t.v. If I REALLY want to watch something I'll either download it or rent it. 
I have yet to read the books though. I hate when people always have the television on. That's one of the things I cherish about my dorm room.....no t.v. If I REALLY want to watch something I'll either download it or rent it. all i want is to taste you again. i want to press my lips against yours and devour your soul, pin you up against the wall.... inhaling every last scent. wishing, that i had you on my skin,... inside.
craving for all that you are...
if only i could inject you in my veins so i could have you flowing through me, but this is...
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craving for all that you are...
if only i could inject you in my veins so i could have you flowing through me, but this is...
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emma35:
mmmm @ being pinned up against the wall.
Expect a package sometime in the next week or so.
Expect a package sometime in the next week or so.
note to self, find out everything about sylvia plath
emma35:
why
ok so i have several things on the docket today...
1. Avoidance: in order to avoid work i went to a movie for an afternoon showing to, Young Adam, which was almost worst going to just because it was NC-17, (i was carded mind you) and the full frontal nudity of Ewan McGreggor, or however the hell you spell his name. There's lots of sex......
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1. Avoidance: in order to avoid work i went to a movie for an afternoon showing to, Young Adam, which was almost worst going to just because it was NC-17, (i was carded mind you) and the full frontal nudity of Ewan McGreggor, or however the hell you spell his name. There's lots of sex......
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emma35:
oh man there is only so much crap you can take from the roomie until one day you just snap. I DESPISE living with other people. I'm much better off on my own. yay so you had fun at HIM? i was somewhat of a packrat too but i had to get rid of so much stuff b/c of moving....i drink a glass of milk almost every night with cookies...because I'm addicted. It's ok I tell myself because milk is good for you. maybe not the cookies tho 
i want to understand, to grasp just what it is that is happening... i need to know why the mention of home sends tears to my eyes....
emma35:
tears of happiness? i'm happy to be home...and so glad my freshman year is over.
cause it's a bittersweet symphony...