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waste #2 "since i'm only dead to you... i'm saying stay away..."

i'm in the middle of a term paper, and i am terribly frustrated. i hate being objective; especially when i'm very dedicated to what i'm writing about.

we had to pick a social movement and write about three points of it. well i decided to rattle the bones of the middledaged housewives and military service members in my class and do the gay movement, and focus on gay marriage. that was all fine and dandy until i have six and a half pages of ten written, and that's the objective stuff,but it lacks flavour, it needs the sensation... the tingle..

but i can't do that because my entire grade rests on this paper, and my teacher has it out for me, he has told me that he's trying to make it harder for me so that i don't get bored, or something, blah blah harder, i just want my easy a and to get the fuck out of community college. i was at a state school and then i moved back here, and i wouldn't change that for the world, i would just like to beat this guy's face in. that's all.

so i'm sititing here wishing away the fact that have till 9am to finish this without any motivation, or desire, thus making it excruciatingly painful and mind numbing.

~Molly

who can name the artist of this song? extra pumpkin seeds if you can name the title and album.

IF YOU COULD BE IN PARADISE
WOULD IT SATISFY YOUR EVERY NEED
TO SEE THROUGH ADAM'S EYES
FIND THE NATURE OF OUR CREED
THE SOUL IS BORN TO RISE
AND IT'S POSSIBLE TO BELIEVE
IN ALL WE SACRIFICE