i guess this is going to be one of the last posts for a long time... hopefully i'll be back... but who knows. i'm supposed to get the internet in the coming weeks, and hopefully i'll get a way to pay for sg so i can come back and play again.
it's been one hell of a start to a summer, which includes me doing nothing besides lay around watching buffy. i need to make friends, but i suck at that... and i don't know if i want any right now. i might be getting a job in the coming weeks, which is something i'm not too keen on. it wouldn't be bad, it's a little celtic store, and that's always good. my chub is coming in august to stay for a bit another happy thing.
not so happy: found out that jordyn is back in town, which kills a little part of my soul see moo my regular journal for a brief paragraph towards the end of waste # 103 for more details about how this is bothering me.
balys might come down from lithuania to see me... which would be awesome... because well he used to dig me and i just would love for anyone to look at me again. besides i'm starting some research for my book and seeing him will bring back some of the memories and it will make it easier to write i think. he was a lover in my other lifetime... can't hurt anyway.
i start classes in august, which actually won't be too bad. atleast it will give me something to do.
got my passed my german drivers test so i can legally drive here. point for the happy squad.
moving to maryland in june. it's appealing i suppose. it's good to keep moving. can't wait around forever, have to fuel the gypsy inside me. my chub said that if he doesn't move to england next year after the whole france thing he'll come live with me for a bit, which could prove an interesting venture.
didn't make it to finland, ran out of cash. going to england in october though to see HIM then instead. should be a smashing time, and i more than likely won't have to go alone. besides i'm going up there during a week i have off from classes and am going to do all the cheesy touristy things i haven't done the couple times i've been up there.
hope i can come back... but if not, it's been fun.
it's been one hell of a start to a summer, which includes me doing nothing besides lay around watching buffy. i need to make friends, but i suck at that... and i don't know if i want any right now. i might be getting a job in the coming weeks, which is something i'm not too keen on. it wouldn't be bad, it's a little celtic store, and that's always good. my chub is coming in august to stay for a bit another happy thing.
not so happy: found out that jordyn is back in town, which kills a little part of my soul see moo my regular journal for a brief paragraph towards the end of waste # 103 for more details about how this is bothering me.
balys might come down from lithuania to see me... which would be awesome... because well he used to dig me and i just would love for anyone to look at me again. besides i'm starting some research for my book and seeing him will bring back some of the memories and it will make it easier to write i think. he was a lover in my other lifetime... can't hurt anyway.
i start classes in august, which actually won't be too bad. atleast it will give me something to do.
got my passed my german drivers test so i can legally drive here. point for the happy squad.
moving to maryland in june. it's appealing i suppose. it's good to keep moving. can't wait around forever, have to fuel the gypsy inside me. my chub said that if he doesn't move to england next year after the whole france thing he'll come live with me for a bit, which could prove an interesting venture.
didn't make it to finland, ran out of cash. going to england in october though to see HIM then instead. should be a smashing time, and i more than likely won't have to go alone. besides i'm going up there during a week i have off from classes and am going to do all the cheesy touristy things i haven't done the couple times i've been up there.
hope i can come back... but if not, it's been fun.
emma35:
I hope you come back soon!!!! 
