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my eye lids are drooping, and i have no resolve about anything.

i hope it's not going to be too late to buy my tickets to finland when i get home. i just don't want to think about it right now... not even in the slight. i just want to think that i'll be there and everything will be fine... even if i'm going with an ex whom i'm not overly fond of nor do i trust with any amount of certainity...

most everyone enjoyed my mini electric-chair night light. it's a little twisted and mostly fun. i like it... that's what's important.

sigh.

i just want to lay in bed... i feel dead inside.

the packers come in the morning for all of my stuff... it's all heaped on one bed to make it as easy as possible. i just want it all to run smoothly and quickly so i can spend some time alone.... my roommate has left for a week until she comes back for finals. thank the chickens. i couldn't stand much more of her at the moment.




i see the way you look at me and it makes me sick. i want to pluck your eyes out from their sockets and fill it with mac n cheese. i don't want to see you... ever again... so if i look past you when i'm walking, don't stop and say hello.