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i should start hooking so i could afford the tat's i want... you may have noticed i decided to avoid doing any work at all... it's the only way.

*toot tooot* procrastination station next stop....

update on my crazy factor: *BING BING BING* through the roof.

only 2 movie/research reviews and a term paper to write before thursday... i love my sociology class but jesus christ, i'm going to be thrilled when i don't have to write so many papers again. i'm far to lazy for it.

so, there are only 4 more papers to write...huge Deutsch final and there's signing up for next term's classes, sigh.

my trip to london was canceled. so if anyone wants to buy two HIM tickets for Portsmouth Guild the 16th of this month, lemme know. i don't mind not seeing HIM i've seen them twice, and i've grown a bit weary of them anyway... the...
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Music: Guster-Goldfly

the constant stream of work is becoming redundant and overbearing. i want to go away for awhile, in november i am supposed to go see chub in France, but until then it's me and my room, and the walls of work and school.

i just don't think i'm cut out for these days.

how can i have such weirdness now with the one person i really thought i loved...

State of Mind: tired, sad and excited all at once
Listening to: Rufus Wainwright: Poses
Reading: Wicked: the Life and Times of the Wicked Witch of the West.

there is an unsurprising lack of energy to clean. somehow my bed is so much more inviting, it taunts me with it's warmth and softness, begging me to try to accomplish anything on this lazy sunday.the appeal...
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there's a guy... whom is adoreable and great... until he opens his mouth.

damn.

i've been dizzy for four days now, and it's not water intake or food... it's probably allergies but i'm freaking tired of it.it's hard to concentrate when the entire room is spinning, well spinning more than it's suppsoed to be on a normal rotation of the earth kind of spinning.. ok see look i'm crazy. punkt!

the weather is beautiful though. i love when it...
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'i want my records back, and that motorcycle gas tank that i spray painted black.... woke up in, a burnt out basement, sleeping with, metal hands and a spirit ditich."

sigh. why is the weekend too short for any real sleep?

class on sunday is just something that should be ban. why i ever agreed to it... well i must have been smoking crack or...
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"i went down for to rescuse you... i went all the way down..."

the winter skies are setting and the cold nights bring with them the need for more blankets and dreams of the trick-or-treating days.

i love the fall.

there is a truth behind these faded lies. but the first one to finish wins the kill. they talk about you with those crooked mouths,...
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i am supposed to be cleaning, and sitting here staring at the huge piles of crap that need to be cleaned is just disheartening. i'd rather just throw it all away and start over than have to put it away.

i don't like photoalbums. they make me really upset, i hate the idea of locking away photos in a book, and putting them on a...
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got angry at the last bits of dead hair from my over zealous bleaching days so i chopped my hair off. i just got out a pair of huge sissors and started cuttting. not a bad job either. just sad that i went through all that work growing it out just to have to cut it off... my name is meghen and i was a...
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