Sunday May 16, 2004

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i love days when i can ignore life and lay in bed and read. free of my roommate and all other reasons to do something else.

smashing. really just smashing.

time to start Number 4. hehe.

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mercie:
I used to read so much. The internet has taken over my life! But i feel like I'm still getting some sort of human interaction, so it's justified in my head. wink I only really read when i sit in a hot bath now....

Thanks for your compliments sweetie... and yeah BLAH about my ex being a turd and un-friending me... he's just a pecker and i think he just wanted a way out because it makes his relationship with his current GF miserable because she gets all jealous and pouty when he calls me and shit... so he just wanted out i think. He can have it. I'll let Fate decide where we go from here, with no interference from me!...
emma35:
ahhh i love reading...i feel like I don't do it enough ! blackeyed what are you reading lately? for lack of anything better to read i am re-reading poisonwood bible to soak it in a bit more. This is silly but I would love to have the complete c.s. lewis narnia chronicles. I loved reading those books in elementary! tongue

Sunday May 16, 2004

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ok, confession time: (warning really borning and cheesy not juicy as most people's real confessions tend to be)

as strange as it may be i have started reading the Harry Potter books. i have been a strong adversary of them for a while, refusing to read them or moreover watch the movies, but sinking to an all time low of starvation for a decent novel,...
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emma35:
oh my gosh i watched the movie today tongue I have yet to read the books though. I hate when people always have the television on. That's one of the things I cherish about my dorm room.....no t.v. If I REALLY want to watch something I'll either download it or rent it. robot

Saturday May 15, 2004

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all i want is to taste you again. i want to press my lips against yours and devour your soul, pin you up against the wall.... inhaling every last scent. wishing, that i had you on my skin,... inside.

craving for all that you are...

if only i could inject you in my veins so i could have you flowing through me, but this is...
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emma35:
mmmm @ being pinned up against the wall.

Expect a package sometime in the next week or so. kiss kiss

Wednesday May 12, 2004

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ok so i have several things on the docket today...

1. Avoidance: in order to avoid work i went to a movie for an afternoon showing to, Young Adam, which was almost worst going to just because it was NC-17, (i was carded mind you) and the full frontal nudity of Ewan McGreggor, or however the hell you spell his name. There's lots of sex......
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emma35:
oh man there is only so much crap you can take from the roomie until one day you just snap. I DESPISE living with other people. I'm much better off on my own. yay so you had fun at HIM? i was somewhat of a packrat too but i had to get rid of so much stuff b/c of moving....i drink a glass of milk almost every night with cookies...because I'm addicted. It's ok I tell myself because milk is good for you. maybe not the cookies tho blush


Sunday May 09, 2004

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i want to understand, to grasp just what it is that is happening... i need to know why the mention of home sends tears to my eyes....

surreal
emma35:
tears of happiness? i'm happy to be home...and so glad my freshman year is over.

Saturday May 08, 2004

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surreal

Friday May 07, 2004

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i have never eaten a more uncomfortable dinner in my entire life. why does even looking them in the eye make my stomach turn...

my entire meal is in knots....

how do you have that control?
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emma35:
?!! confused what's wrong hun....?

Thursday May 06, 2004

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i quit.

i quit all of this, points to all of the books and tests, i quit.

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emma35:
yea me too....after i take my last test tommorow at 8 am!!! Hey I need your school address! I have a care package for you for your finals week....or I could send it a little bit before if you'd like. tongue robot Just send me an e-mail with your addy. tongue

Monday May 03, 2004

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why does it affect anyone else what happens to me. these people don't care... don't really know me. who cares if they see a few slices, who cares if they see the latest burn or engraving... why... why does anyone have to say anything, can't they just keep it to themselves and have those hushed whispers, more than already before. the twisted glances, and the,...
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emma35:
word. surreal
emma35:
thank you dearie for the testimonial. he thinks that he owns me. !!@$&*(!AHahahahahha!!~ robot

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Saturday May 01, 2004

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venom seethes inside my mouth at the sight of you. how can these eyes turn dark, and froth over with pure hatred, where there was once friendship. it seems impossible that your presence is what makes me leave a room, or shift in my chair. i want to tear all of your pictures from my wall and destroy them, but still there they hang, and...
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emma35:
i think i play victim a lot too--but maybe just b/c i have such high expectations and then they always seem to get crushed. blackeyed benny and joon is a great movie. i need to rent it and watch it so i can remember just how good it is
emma35:
ajklfj*Q@#($ pictures!!!!!!!!!!! tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue


oh geez...your friend has a whip...that's hot. robot

i love the halloween pictures of you.....especially the first one with you and your friends....you look sexy! kiss kiss biggrin
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