mcsassypants

If jealousy is such a bad thing why do I find myself getting sucked into that vortex? I mean, you would think that at 30 I would have learned to stop acting like an angst ridden 16 year old girl. I went to a show last night and when I saw my boyfriend talking to his X as I got back from the bathroom I walked over and pushed the barstool into them both (seemingly accidentaly...atleast in my mind) under the guise I was squeezing up to the bar to get a drink. I think she got the hint because she left...it was the first time I meet her (way to make a first impression). Perhaps if I had not had a few drinks, therefore cutting off neural pathways to the more rational parts of my brain, I wouldn't have acted like that...but I still would have probably felt the same way. Anyway, I feel like a heel today....especially since I have a boyfriend who does nothing but prove how much he cares, I guess I'll go sit in the corner of the room with my duncecap on. If anyone has any jealousy anecdotes to share..please do... if not atleast I feel a little less dirty after writing this