For all of time, I will stand by my decision...
My mother is eager that I join the army. The more she pressures, the more I fancy it...
Last night I went out and it was okay I suppose. My friend Kieran kept telling me how mean I am and now he understands finally why I don't make friends so easily which I not true, I can make friends easily just with the other mean kids in the playground.
My nights out lately have not been very good. I think for a while I'm not going to go out anywhere. Dublin is craptacular to go out in anyway.
I did get my christmas presents from Carol, she gave me BRAND SPANKING NEW CONVERSE!! Jealous much, I know you all are. They are amazing. I was forced to purchase a whole new outfit to go with them... and a mug! I know, but it came with hot chocolate and sweets and a nodding Jack from A nightmare before christmas and shall I tell you a secret...
I didn't really like that film.
Its just everytime Carol asked me what I thought of it I changed my answer and the last time she asked I said I liked it very much. Which is something I do quite alot. I don't know why, I guess it just ticks me off when I am asked the same question over and over. Surely once is enough.
Richard gave me a sony walkman that I can't really work and real life D.J HEADPHONES!! I am the hotness rockin those phones, YO!!
I think to be quite honest, the worst thing about this whole mess is everytime I think I am getting on my with mother and we will be okay in the end she ruins it all, all my work. Perhaps I could tell her again but why do I have to keep reminding her to be nice to me? That was never part of the job decription.
On Monday I have an asessment with this counsillor and she, my mother will never know because she never gets to know anything about me because she does not deserve to. She will forever be on a need to know basis.
Later...
Love...
Suzanne... 
