mcroger

In ten days I will be in London. I am already homesick. I hate this place.

Did you know, I used to be much smarter then this?
Oh yea. I seemed to have actually sucumbed to a "DUMBENING" process (Now I do believe that is not how one spells dumbening but as it is not a word it doesn't matter but you see where I am going with this...)
Yes, when I was in school, before I knew anything I was smarter. I used bigger words, my conversations were longer and more interesting and not just full of facts but actual thoughts and opinions of my own I had considered and processed and put forth to the group which would be then discussed and either accepted or denied and I would then counter the attack (because it was always an attack) and I would either win or lose (win most of the time. I was captain of the debate team in Fouth, Fifth and Sixth year).
But now, these days, I am lucky if I can muster a single thought about last nights episode of Coronation Street.
I wish I was still in school and smarter. and I'd like to be better at maths. I just thought you should all know I did infact fail maths in the leaving cert. Oh yes, I did. I'm not ashamed of it, I was just never any good at maths but it is to my detrement. I do need it for pattern drafting...

I will have to diverify my career somewhat when I arrive on London.
Make some random, yet helpful suggestions of what other careers I could have...

later...
Love...
Suzannah...