mcroger

Last night I went with Carol to see Shooting Dogs, we cried like children, it was so amazing and then John Hurt and the director Michael Cation-Jones were there to talk about it and Michael Caton-Jones is funny, just like Daisy and it was so nice to see him there and I loved the film so much and I shall go to see it again but mostly I can't wait to see Basic Instinct 2 which Mr. Caton-Jones also made, I am so excited to see it, I never feel ripped off (the cinema charges so much these days) after a Michael Caton-Jones film. I think all who reads this should absolutely go to see Shooting Dogs, it just is so brilliant and still relevant, its a film of our time, it should be seen by everyone.
Last night when I arrived home I felt empty and now I can't decide again where to go or if I should and John told me at Alkaline Trio I am indecisive because I do not have the confidence to make decisions, he has a degree in psychology and because of this I believed him... but I am just greedy.
Jonathon said I shouldn't get my tattoo on my arm, he said imagine on your wedding day, in your beautiful dress looking amazing with your beautiful other, non-tattooed arm and then you turn around and see your other arm... but what Jonathon and Kenneth and everyone else is forgetting is, I have been this way, tattooed and pierced and into punk and metal and punk rock guys and messy hair and make-up since I was 15. I am not about to suddenly turn conservative, it won't happen gradually either and want to marry a banker, when I told kenneth how long I have been this way he said maybe it's time for a change, maybe I should tell him being gay is so over and it's time to go straight...
With regards to moving away, leaving my brother and my dog will be so painful, I just don't know it is worth it, we're all like a team and it's just us and I'll be leaving them and it just will be very upsetting. John told me all of that because I told him I can't decide how I want my tattoo to be, maybe if he listened to me instead of shouting over me he would know what I meant. It's a bit step, it has to be right, I need to make the correct decisions, I haven't had all my options presented to me yet, so I can't. Jonathon's type of girls are not girls like me... that is that...
My decisions are made...
I am good to go...