mcroger

That JCB by Nizlopi song always makes me cry, because when I was five and I was being bullied by all the teachers and their pets my mum and dad didn't give me any compassionate leave and take me out on their JCB, they just didn't believe me...
Today they got me a million presents, but then they always get me a million presents...
I got Hook on DVD and I cried my eyes out at the end and the middle but not so much at the beginning. My happy thought is Billy, he just is so perfect and he never hurt me or was mean to me, it just was always fine...
Here are some of my secrets...
1) When I was 20, I lied about losing my virginity...
2) Although I lied, at the time I had no desire to lose it...
3) I am afraid noone will love me as much as my dog loves me...
4) Sometimes I believe I would be better off dead but I am too in love with myself to take myself out...
5) There are days when I wish my brother did die after two weeks... But if he died now I would kill myself...