mcroger

Christ, today has been bad, it's been a bad weekend...
Well, I feel I may have brought it on myself but not really...
I can't tell...
I went to a slumber party last night, jealous much?? It was very good... guess what we did?? you'll NEVER guess... we watched forensic detectives
So, I haven't been talking to my friends much lately due to S.A.D and the like and most of my friends understand that I don't go out much in the winter or talk to them much either except for this one friend who, even though she is aware of the situation thinks I have "let her down" for something, I don't actually know what. She's ticked off because I haven't been updating her on my progress throughout the winter and because I didn't go to some party for her birthday. It's not like I haven't told her what's wrong, I really don't know why I should have to tell her again, it's not my fault she FORGOT...
Anyway, her dad had a heart attack and she can't deal with me not talking to her and her dad so I've put my own feelings aside and started talking to her again only to find she is bitching and moaning at me every time I do talk to her... t'is a vicious cycle and it's wearing me down...
I'm getting my sewing machine soon, I simply can't wait, I don't know how I'll pay for it, all my money is supposed to go on my trip to Wisconsin or Texas ot California...
Later...