mckinley

so right now i am on my roomies boyfriends computer. its an ibook. i hate apples but mostly because they hate me. its been a busy freakin week. work, picking up grandma cooking all of thanksgiving dinner from scratch. yeah yeah. it was fun. although i did have to take peach pie off the menu because pie crust is a bitch and a damn half! so i have these friend who decided at some point that i am a horrible person, but i have known them for so long it just seems like such a waste. life is full of people and moments and they're a few people with like 12 years full of all kinds of crazy amazing horrible fantastic moments. so i am just going to keep on being their friend, either way they take it i am still just go on being their friends. can't be any worse right now. they don't talk to me, and i have read that one of them can't stand to be in the room with, well i am going to say me. so really i have nothing to lose. And if it really doesn't work out, i'm moving to austin in august. yeah! for patience and compassion. (and its not so much for the monkey but because there isn't a hippie face and a girl at love machines store is very hippieish and likes monkeys. i think her band name has something to do with monkeys as well...)