mcivy

i have to get words out that i have been holding in since winter last year. once i was so enamered with someone that i let them win at bust a move. i am so good a bust a move that it's sick. SICK . thats not the point. i'm drunk and rambling so if you wnat to stoip reading now is a good time. ok i'm not really drunk but i thought this was a good way to appologize for my rediculousness.
i have so much to say think about yet i can't finish a sentance and i feel so much yet i am uncomfortable to share it.
this thing called love is killing me. and i'm the only one whos feeling it. i wish i could shut down this part of me again because no one wants how much i have to give. this one sided relationship really isn;t one at all. and now i'm moving away.