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it's funny how the colours of the real world only seem really real when you viddy them on the screen.

But suddenly, I viddied that thinking was for the gloopy ones, and that the oomny ones use like, inspiration and what Bog sends. Now it was lovely music that came into my aid. There was a window open with the stereo on, and I viddied right at once what to do.

new addiction: caramel apple lattes

every time i think i'm going to get a break or some free time, some kind of unexpected misfortune occurs. it's gotten to the point where i just automatically mutter an aggravated "jesus christ" when i wake up in the morning.

i need an effin' hair cut, y'all.

so what's going on with you guys and shit?

i think you...
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Like four million tons of hydrogen
exploding on the sun
like the whisper of the termites
building castles in the dust
you're no longer leaving foot prints
you left your wallet on the bus

Your great journey has begun

When automatic sinks in airports
no longer see your hands
and elevator doors close on you
when buses drive right past
when the only voice that...
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I will choke until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?

But you're
Pushing and shoving me.
You still love me and you pushit on me.

Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.
Take care not to make me enter.
'cause if I...
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things are okay. just trying to keep busy, mostly, which isn't really too hard.

i'm so inspired by the crazy ass testimonials i read. whoever can leave me the awesomest testimonial wins a special prize. i don't know what yet, but trust me. its greatness will not be denied.

i hate it when doing the right thing makes you feel like a fucking asshole dickface....
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so. things that happened this weekend.

went home.
broke up with someone i loved.
ATM ate my card, found out that somone's been trying to get into my account. account blocked. fuck.
lab data lost thanks to a certain 7-year-old.
cried, slept, repeat.

i'm trying really hard to be okay. i'll try to get back to everyone who left all that wonderful advice for me...you...
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i guess things are over now.

my heart has never been so broken.