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i'm moving home tomorrow for the summer. i'm kind of relieved, but sad at the same time...plus i'm not looking forward to the lonliness. i'll have friends, and that will be fun, but it won't be like my summers for the last three years, with the cuddling and the love and whatnot.

ah well.

i'm gonna try to get on as often as possible, but...
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boy oh boy, stuff like this makes me super sad. most of the people here are super supportive and friendly, but comments like this make me want to cry.

i actually went out last night, but it wasn't all that great. it was fun, i suppose, but not anything that was better than staying in and playing a video game or something...went to a club...
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did some spring cleaning with my friends list...if you're not on anymore, it's not because you're not a wonderful person! it's just because i didn't recognize your name from either A.) a lack of comments on my journal from you or B.) a lack of visiting your journal from me. if you're super crushed about this, just leave me a message.

i always hate adding...
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holy crap.

this weekend was the best, ever.

my best friend jackie came from home...i never realized how much i missed hanging out with her. and we're still in sync...we kept finishing each other's sentences and stuff. it was really cute. she even brought me some "substance" without me having to ask...we share the same brain...ooooh!

the MSI show was amazing. and i can now...
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to the fine young people of tiffin:

get a fucking life. don't you have anything better to do than cruise my journal and spread it around? what i say here are things i need to get out so i don't eat myself alive. it isn't a declaration, or a confession. it's my catharsis. i post stuff here because i think it's safe from the stupid...
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It's New Year's Eve, I'm in Glendora
I'm the only living person in Glendora
Headin' east on the freeway
I left my prom dress on the bus stop in Duarte
I switch the rules, you take advantage
You know I always like to play the victim
And would you fuck me? 'Cause I'd fuck me
Am I your wetnap?
Freestyle walkin'

I cry, cry, cry,...
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ugghhhh....

i'm sooooo sick...

cannot breath...cannot talk...

*cough cough*

also, Meaney is gonna kill me if i don't solve the riddle. somebody, save me.

hafta go buy tissues. love you guys.

happy mother's day.

today, i'm going to celebrate the fact that i had life inside of me. instead of mourning the loss of that life, i'm going to be happy. i was a mother. for a short period of time, yes, but still a mother. i love her with every ounce of me even now.

Amina, today is for you.

today, i celebrate the idea...
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