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mazarinefv

Memphis, TN

Member Since 2005

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Monday Sep 19, 2005

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Sometimes you have to fall down the rabbit hole.

I would love to say no one ever told me it was addictive. I would love to say I haven't had a number of shining examples in my life to show me this is so. I would love to continue believing I'm one of those miraculous people that are 'just too smart' to let such a thing happen.

The only show of strength I can take pride in is the fact that my family and friends have been kind enough to answer the phone and say yes to my call for help.

Every time I blow my nose I swear I can taste it. In the middle of the night my heart begins to race and I start making plans in my head as to how I'll go about getting it. I curl up in my bed and pull the covers tight as if the boogie man were there to get me.

Bless the men in my life. My Papa, brother and best friend. Were it not for them I would not be able to continue the trek forward. Were it not for them I would not know the value of asking for help.
icantplayguitar:
i'll answer any call you need or want to make
Sep 19, 2005
mazarinefv:
Thanks you.
Sep 23, 2005

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