mayumii

I wonder why bad things arrived same time :

- My grand ma is ashamed me because I have tattoos and piercings.
- My father go to Laos and leave me my grand parents. I must be interested in people who is ashamed me.
- My boyfriend hurts me. His behavior is natural for him and he doesn't care about I feel.
- My best friend go to Paris and I have nobody to trust.
- Etc...

I know to keep all things in my mind. I scared to hurt myself... And I talk to them about problems but anythigs change. They said : "It's natural" !

I wonder if somebody have a voodoo doll and play with my heart.

I don't have good english word to explain you why this makes me really sad and to tell you my past. I suffer so much...

I feel so ridiculous because there are the worst thing in the world.

Chienne de vie.