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mayorella

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Friday Aug 06, 2004

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You are: "an ex-lover, and a best friend"
lyric from Atmosphere
Recipient: A little apprehensive to communicate with you.
Subject: Swim All day, Sleep all Night
Date: Tuesday August 3rd Summer
Message: It's so late, about 3a.m. and I can barely see...

We had a phenomenal pool party filled w/pool toys, diving games, waterslide, games of skill and eventually lounging in the inflatable boat (a.k.a. the yacht).

I've worked 8 shifts in a row, and I've reached the "point of no return" where I'm so happy to be working it's sick and surreal, yet somehow pleasant.

Thank you so very much for talking w/me and just generally humouring me through my "whatever" of the moment.
I don't think your phenomenal for talking w/me I just think your a nice guy for taking the time to listen to the stupid things of my day.


Here's some Cheesy Classic Drunken Sincere Rambling Territory......

I appreciate you taking the time to talk w/me, I appreciate me taking the time to ask for someone's input, and I appreciate you as a person.

I've been talking w/my friend Julie and I'll spare you the details, but basically we covered all the bases of what I was talking w/you about and damn it feels good to just say it.

I know now, it's okay not to know what's going on, and it's okay to be unsure, but this is the kicker,
Everything you do, no matter what it is.
DO IT FOR or OUT OF LOVE.
If you don't do it for love, your f*ck*d.

I sincerely wish you all the best in everything you do, because you deserve to be happy (your a pretty extrordinary person and this is coming from someone who knows a thing or too about extrordinary people) and I'm sure you wish the same for me (in all the things I do).

But I'd like to tell you, not for any reason and not for nothing,

Not to mess with your current status of love, or current love.
Not to mess with your current state of being or life in general.
Not to mess with you.

But it needs to be noted, and not because I want some kind of reply,
I just straight up want to say this to you.
I just straight up want you to know.

I love you.

It doesn't have to be mutual because I don't love you so you'll love me back.
Just honestly, independently without expectation,
I love you.

You are an amazing person who has always managed to be true to himself and I am so utterly impressed by that.
I love me enough to realize how awesome you are, and I don't want a piece of you.
I'm just happy to know you exist (I always have been, and I always will be).

Whatever you do, whoever you do it with, and whatever happens to you, it seems extremely important to me to stress to you that you are a really awesome person who may be too humble to admit it.

Thanks for everything, hopefully you feel more loved than scared (of me),

Have a nice week,
and don't worry,
what I know, rarely affects what I'll do.

nice things,
m.

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