mayita

Im in my new place now and YES its good being in my oWn place THanks Joseph.... Im apreciated the alone time now. alot has happened since my last blog. Im getting my days off to get the rest of my shit up in the KCMO :S...
not looking forward to the 15 hour drive UG but I get to see my Bitches.. and that...
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Lonely never felt this way. Its wierd that after living with someone for nearly a year being alone feels more lonely than before. Latley I've been thinking if moving back home was the right decsion that leaving him was right. But I dont think about him in general just not being alone. Its the worst. Coming home to an empty house and sleep alone is...
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sooooooooooooo my B-day is coming up. I've never really asked for anything for my b-day. But this b-day I want to have fun I've asked for thrusady 28 (by b-day)tilll Sat So i Want to celebrate big. But still dont know wat everyone keeps asking me what I want... and all I can say is Money cuz I really want to get my tattoo and...
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Bored tonite like everyother friday early saturday. But Im excited about tomorrow.. Passion party... here I come. Those are sooooooo much fun. I just might get something dont know yet...something edible. lol... After all I am a BGA...

so yea.... its been a crazy as couple of days... and No my mom and I didn't beat the shit out of eachother, no I cam home chacha was still here. But I did get into it wit my mother but its over now.. Its times like these that sometimes i do think about having a kid. It amazes me the Relationship my mom and...
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Been awake since 4 am can sleep anymore. So much shit going on in my head. I cant stop thinking. fuckers... I swear. I need a hug IM so confused right now. but my priority right now is to find a place to live, before my mom and I beat the shit out of eachother and or I come home and my dogs not here...
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I dont know how I got here I'm feeling my way around. touching everything insite. Dont know what nothing is. Its so foriegn to me. Nothing looks the same. Its like Im living with my eyes closed and keep bumping into things. But those things happen to be living breathing people. I feel a rage inside me. Building more and more everyday. I've surpressed it...
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Chocolate Cake and MIlk Please I did all the venting I needed to today. A friend called good to know they are doing better. As for me Im having my choclate cake a milk.. Making me feel much better.. the dam walking I did early was for nothing... orrrrrr maybe it just even its self out ... WOO HOOO> lol...

WELL I GRABBED LIFE BY THE BALLS LAST NITE AND IT BITCHED SLAPPED ME IN TH FACE..... Dam me and my emotional self. I got so fucking Down last nite I almost got a fucking tattoo. of a broken fuckin heart Jesus.... I had it all planned out On my shoulder broken heart with tricklets of shit load of blood. We were sittting in the...
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