mayita

I dont know how I got here I'm feeling my way around. touching everything insite. Dont know what nothing is. Its so foriegn to me. Nothing looks the same. Its like Im living with my eyes closed and keep bumping into things. But those things happen to be living breathing people. I feel a rage inside me. Building more and more everyday. I've surpressed it so well thru the years I think its ready to surface little by little its spreading more and more. Its like nothing I've ever known. Is it a new me or the me I never new I was. Everyone keeps saying its not like you, but it I smells like me, it speaks like me dam she even has the same name. yet who ever this person is has so much to say and do and doesnt care who gets hurt. If she wants something or someone shes gonna get it. do what needs to be done. Shes tired of waiting sitting standing inline shes rushing too she has the ticket in hand shes done with this. Who waits in line anymore. No one does, theres things to get around inbetween. Shes spreading her love, her words her knowledge. Who cares if they dont know her, who cares if they dont want to listen Shes giving it all she has, Screaming out, Fuck this shit. I can see the light now. No more darkness no more fear. I'm in the light now sit down and hear me. I fear nothing, I see everything I will do what I want and It is me.