Sleepless nites the come again. I going thru that Insomia thing, where even tho I bust my ass at work sweat like crazy and cant even stand I still cant catch some sleep. Tho this time its different Im not streesed.. Im actually in a nice place right now. happy wit work wit the fam. Its wierd I remember lacking the sleep when all I could think was is my dad going to come home alive or if he was going to spend a couple more months with us. Are we going to have something to eat. I can beleive Im at the point in mylife were all is well. I mean I could use some cuddle time
... but everything else is great. I feel myself gradually getting where I want to be. Altho I could use some more fun time in my life.

