things suck.
my mom's in a situation that no one can get her out of. she called me at work today and she sounds so depressed, i don't know if it would be unreasonable to worry about her killing herself. when she caught hughie cheating on her last year, she told me she wanted to, but couldn't leave her kids. he's gotten himself into some...
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my mom's in a situation that no one can get her out of. she called me at work today and she sounds so depressed, i don't know if it would be unreasonable to worry about her killing herself. when she caught hughie cheating on her last year, she told me she wanted to, but couldn't leave her kids. he's gotten himself into some...
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geekygoo:
I'm so sorry baby! Big, BIG hugs! 
aj_paradiselost:
I know chicks have to vent but christ babe, you fucking kick the shit out of every problem that seems to be and obstacle to you. You are so far beyond these trivial trials, don't you get it yet? Fuck it, maybe you will, maybe you won't but regardless, you are unstoppable........L8er.............Aj
holy fuck, i made the dean's list! oh, i'm so happy. i was so worried about science and the modern world and history (even though i got dicked on the latter) screwing me over. final grades:
statistics: a
history: b- (ouch)
history & systems of psych: a
perception: a
psych speakers: pass
science & the modern world: a-
independent study (applied psych lab): a
term...
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statistics: a
history: b- (ouch)
history & systems of psych: a
perception: a
psych speakers: pass
science & the modern world: a-
independent study (applied psych lab): a
term...
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geekygoo:
Wow...you rule girl!
aj_paradiselost:
Told ya fucker, I'm not suprised, with all your worrying I knew you were a supreme fucker, told ya so............L8er...........Aj.
i realized last night that in order for me to write again, i have to learn to let myself feel. i don't know when it happened, but i don't have control over my emotions the way i used to. i can do anger and i can do sadness for movies. but i can't reach down into pain and real sadness right now. and anytime i...
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thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. i had a nice birthday with kat. we ate a lot, there was cookie cake and sin city, and kat loaded me up with books, dvds, and new albums.
our house smells like a shitbomb exploded. there are huge puppies everywhere and three weeks to go. i'm very attached and the only thing i won't be sad...
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our house smells like a shitbomb exploded. there are huge puppies everywhere and three weeks to go. i'm very attached and the only thing i won't be sad...
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aj_paradiselost:
All Sarcasm aside, that was pretty intense doll, I'm being serious for once.......Go figure.......L8er......Aj
job interview, ten am. i don't have anything to wear in the way of pants, so i'm stuck with jeans. if i didn't think i had a good chance of getting the job, it would be a big issue. and i don't really care if i get the job either way. but if i do, i get a big office. which sounds scary because the...
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filmnoir1:
THE HAPPY FINGERS INSTITUTE
INSIST
YOU HAVE A GREAT DO-ME-DO DAY (and night)
INSIST
YOU HAVE A GREAT DO-ME-DO DAY (and night)
koga:
Happy Birthday!!!!!
yesterday kat bought me regina spektor's soviet kitsch, which i've been pining for since i saw the video for "us" on tv. it's fabulous. please buy it. she's going to be playing with keane in myrtle beach in june and i really want to go. album highlights: "ode to divorce," "us," "chemo limo," and "somedays."
we went out to dinner and had cheap mexican...
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"whatever our struggles and triumphs, however we may suffer them, all too soon they bleed into a wash, just like watery ink on paper." -arthur golden, memoirs of a geisha
fabulous novel. just finished reading it for the second time. it sucks you in. almost like the fountainhead, but not so extreme.
work this weekend was stressful. i made shit on friday (between $60...
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fabulous novel. just finished reading it for the second time. it sucks you in. almost like the fountainhead, but not so extreme.
work this weekend was stressful. i made shit on friday (between $60...
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aj_paradiselost:
Thats a hell of an entry babe. The thing that stood out most is your little brothers birthday. Kids are probably the only humans I can trust. Yeah, its fucked up if you owes someone money, tab or not but you can't get blood from a stone can you? Money amongst friends is tough. As for your brother if there is something I can help with let me know, but I'm telling you that you'd have to provide me with the number to the nearest toy store and I can take care of it. And you are very cool but if you think I'm sending fuckers I've never met money then you are out of your mind, which I know you and Kat are not. So let me know, I'll talk to ya l8er babe.......Aj
work really fucking sucked tonight. no one made any money. trisha knocked the shit out of one of the new servers's teeth with a tray and she had to go home, causing mass pandemonium at the og. people dicked me over left and right and i was perfectly nice to the motherfuckers. then it thunderstormed and we went to wally world and got birthday presents...
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myra:
We'll build our own country...with cool ppl AND gay marriage 
just saw tori play sleeps with butterflies on leno. she continues to be fabulous. missed regina spektor on leno last night because we had to make a mcdonald's run, we suck.
kat decided in the shower this afternoon that she was going on a diet, so. my food intake honestly won't be changing too much since i eat so much fucking salad that i may...
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kat decided in the shower this afternoon that she was going on a diet, so. my food intake honestly won't be changing too much since i eat so much fucking salad that i may...
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punknitemike:
well at least you got an informative answer back from her...she seems hard to get specific answers from cause of how busy im sure she is, so i'd be happy that you at least know! good luck with your next set, im already looking forward to it...and i love outdoor sets!
aj_paradiselost:
Tori is fucking nuts, but what you cooked made me hungry. I think I'll make some fucking Ramen noodles and pretend that I'm eating what you had cooked. With enough imagination a pack or Ramen can take you as far as you desire. So what did you think of my set idea for you? Did you think it lame? Its okay, I can take it babe...............L8er...........Aj
kat and i just took the longest walk along the abandoned tracks near our house. we ended up way the fuck out in bufu. we found a lot of fabulous stuff, had a nice conversation, and possibly found a crackhouse. also, i think i know where i'll be shooting my next set attempt. now i just need to figure out what i'll be wearing and...
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aj_paradiselost:
Now how the fuck did I know that you would be the one to post NO like you did? Ha ha, silly fucker that thou art. Oh yeah, here is the idea for the set that I think you would excel at. Do a OG set. Where a waiters out fit and show to people sitting at a table. You don't have to show the people, just thier hands because you will be standing in the center of the table. Of course simulate this in your home, not at your actual place of business. The first pic should be you smiling hotly like you do carrying a menu. You can show the face of the girl but not the guy, it could even be Kat. Anyway a few shots L8er the hand of the girl is pointing to your blouse. Smile sarcastically and start to remove it. It will give the impression that when you asked what she wanted that she requested that you remove your top. Have the entire set centered around you at the table, never show the guy but show the girl, like I said, it can be Kat. And make sure you have a tray to do Authenticity.
The set would be cheap and yet so fucking original, trust me. Where a tie, and for awhile never look into the camera. Show Kat or whoever smiling touching your hair, you can even lay your breasts upon the tray or you can pretend to be holding something and spill it on yourself while you are bare chested. Try the set though seriously, all you need is your uniform, a table, and things to make however you do up your kitchen table to look authentic. If you do it right they wont turn down your set, trust me. I had a shit load of friends that were strippers and they used to beg me to go out with them to choose thier outfits because they said I had fucking awesome taste, so give it a shot, trust me...........L8er.......Aj
The set would be cheap and yet so fucking original, trust me. Where a tie, and for awhile never look into the camera. Show Kat or whoever smiling touching your hair, you can even lay your breasts upon the tray or you can pretend to be holding something and spill it on yourself while you are bare chested. Try the set though seriously, all you need is your uniform, a table, and things to make however you do up your kitchen table to look authentic. If you do it right they wont turn down your set, trust me. I had a shit load of friends that were strippers and they used to beg me to go out with them to choose thier outfits because they said I had fucking awesome taste, so give it a shot, trust me...........L8er.......Aj
venice:
I bet you are, and that's why I'd like to meet you some day, if I ever happen to be in the right place.
