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oh, and wish me luck dealing with the rednecks at work tonight: "yes, you fat motherfucker, i know you want more breadsticks with extra garlic butter and a big salad slathered in ranch so that you can try to feel better about your fat fucking ass. please tip accordingly (20%!) and go back to your fucking mountain!" need to make big money. SO behind on bills.

That really made me laugh/smile

Sorry you have to deal with rednecks...I grew up in the South...I know how idiotic some southerners can be

Sorry to hear about your grandfather ....I hope he gets to feeling better!!!!

And thanks for the comment about the piercing...it kind of eased my mind a bit....

My condolances about your grandfather babe. It sounds like your grandfather wants to leave his fate in his own hands and with his own will. I think I would do the same. My grandfather refused to do chemo when he was diagnosed with Cancer. He was American Indian and refused to lose his long black hair. I think its just different for us then our aged family members babe, we just accept and trust that. It doesn't mean they don't want to live it just means the medical shit is just that........shit. I hope you feel fucking better soon but I doubt that. Loved ones being sick is some fucked up shit, it comes with getting older. I hope time lessons your pain if things take a turn for the worse. I wish for your pain to lesson but not your fond memories. He'll be fine I hope, I can't imagine you not smiling..........L8er babe, Aj

Good Luck on studying...I hate studying..

I used to hate those door to door salesmen selling states...I think it's a southern thing...

I don't exactly what's wrong but I hope you start to feel better and resolve your problems.

Good Luck on your tests and quiz!!

that is very good news for me because i think your really hot and id like to see more pictures of you..with clothes..without clothes..half clothed..im not picky

I love you Slut..................Aj

i think my subscrpiton is up soon...and im not renewing it this time...taking a lil break..but ill be back eventually...i love this site too much with all you sexxiee noice people on it

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Hi. Just stumbled onto your journal. Just wanted to say hi and how cute you are

putting off shooting the photoset??

Hey babe, It just sounds like your a nomad, I've been that way for fucking years. The last four is when I actually settled down. Or at least I tell myself I settled down, one of the things that make life great is the ability to lie to oneself. August isn't that far off for you to finish school. Make plans to split after that. What's wrong with Florida? At least it's fucking warm there. Let Kat go to school and then you fuckers can go anywhere you want. Take a deep breathe and calm down babe, you gotta slow down that thinking or that is going to be a major fucking source of depression if it isn't already. Or you guys could go to school around here, you'd never be bored or depressed again, I promise. As the Alpha me and the fucking pack are always getting into some new and cool shit. I need that way or else when I look around at the fact that I have been in way place for so long I go nuts, start to feel caged even. Wolves are too fucking big for cages. Anyway I hate being the fucking voice of reason especially with someone who is far more levelheaded than I am. I hope you feel better babe, when we chat and your happy I'm really happy, but when your sad or confused? Well it bums me out. Not that I mind you venting cause I don't, thats what friends are for, for good or bad. The Alpha males look out for the pack, I'm used to that. I gotta jump in the shower and get ready for work. I'll talk to you L8er shitbird............Aj

Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Miss you, christ, can't believe I said that.

Hey babe, seems like you need a nice twelve hour rest. I dont mean sleep exactly. The body is almost in a state of rest similar to sleep if you just lie still for several hours. If you can't sleep fuck it, the important thing is to try to think of nothing and just lie perfectly still.
Sometimes the weather plays a role in how we feel, sometimes. You have alot to be happy about, what is going on behind those eyes, i don't always know, but I know how awesome it is when we speak. I know how you make me think that I've known you forever when we bullshit online.
Yeah I feel the same fucking way when i take naps, I feel like i've missed something by napping, like I've let time pass without doing laundry or playing guitar or chatting on the phone or something, anything. I usually wake up from a nap in a very anti-social, very bad mood. Well I know this isn't the most interesting Journal entry but you take care okay? Hope to hear from you soon shitbird, P.S. You make me smile...........L8er..........Aj

eat you? when ? where? why? and how?
mmmm mcdonalds...so gross..yet so good