i want to die.
i woke up this morning freezing, with the shakes, stomach and back pain, and pukey. i went to my history class to take my test and had to leave halfway through because that's when the puke made the decision to leave my body. worst thing about it was that the bathroom was across the building from the classroom and i ended...
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i woke up this morning freezing, with the shakes, stomach and back pain, and pukey. i went to my history class to take my test and had to leave halfway through because that's when the puke made the decision to leave my body. worst thing about it was that the bathroom was across the building from the classroom and i ended...
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well, i turned on showtime for the l word to catch the last twenty minutes of monster and the absolute saddest part of the movie. god. i cried for hours after i saw this movie the first time. kinda like boys don't cry.
naturally, after having two fabulous money-filled days at work, tonight would suck a cock. i made fifty bucks. i actually think...
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naturally, after having two fabulous money-filled days at work, tonight would suck a cock. i made fifty bucks. i actually think...
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primordialooze:
I totally got sucked into the first season of the L word. I've been watching it on dvd and am 2/3 through... I didn't think I'd like it but it's such a cool show. Plus Leisha Hailey who plays Alice was in a band that I like called the Murmurs.
I was checking out your site... I see you're into photography.. Pretty cool stuff. Some of those were done with a holga, right? Were the others photoshopped or did you do your manipulation some other way?
I was checking out your site... I see you're into photography.. Pretty cool stuff. Some of those were done with a holga, right? Were the others photoshopped or did you do your manipulation some other way?
today was the same as yesterday, except we didn't go out tonight. made the same amount of money, same foot and back pain.
apparently, kat and i won the valentine contest thing at work. the thing is, they gave us these crappy prize bags from big lots and i only really bought so many valentines because the money was all going to the red cross...
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apparently, kat and i won the valentine contest thing at work. the thing is, they gave us these crappy prize bags from big lots and i only really bought so many valentines because the money was all going to the red cross...
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shepulledmyhair:
damn, that site does suck, it has no.. style, its all...crap!
btw, your very hot dear and tori fan, so i adore you
btw, your very hot dear and tori fan, so i adore you
aj_paradiselost:
So what the fuck is up Nuclear boob fucker. Nothing much here, okay, so I'm a fucking Liar. My girlfriend digs on chicks too. We were out at the preppy bar and this girl wanted to hookup with my girl but she had never messed with a chick before, well fuck it. Lets just say it was a great night filled with alcohol and as you would say, girlskin. Well it sounds like you guys are doing alright money wise. Lets face it babe, most people after taxes don't take home as much as you do a week. You were at the fucking olive garden, what did you expect for a prize? A trip to the bahamas and a fucking Porshe? Freak, but you know who luvs ya. Any fucking way I'll catch you L8er doll...........AJ
LONGEST DAY EVER.
LONGEST HEADACHE EVER.
+ $130 at work tonight.
+ friend got proposed to tonight.
+ kat pulled out her nipple in front of about a million people. funny as hell. bisexual stranger named paul got up in our faces and told us he wanted his navel pierced?
- heard random nerdy guy say "frownie face" to a friend with a straight face....
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LONGEST HEADACHE EVER.
+ $130 at work tonight.
+ friend got proposed to tonight.
+ kat pulled out her nipple in front of about a million people. funny as hell. bisexual stranger named paul got up in our faces and told us he wanted his navel pierced?
- heard random nerdy guy say "frownie face" to a friend with a straight face....
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today was a no-makeup day, which usually means i'm feeling like shit right away. always the best feeling, waking up and wanting to go right back to sleep so that you don't have to deal with the world.
for those of you who asked about niteflirt: essentially, you go on the website, write a profile and set a price. people will call you and you'll...
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for those of you who asked about niteflirt: essentially, you go on the website, write a profile and set a price. people will call you and you'll...
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aj_paradiselost:
Saw fucking ruled. Alot of fuckers hated it but I thought it was cool as shit. Hey baby you have to stop being depressed. You've got a hot girlfriend, you are cute as shit, smart witty and brilliant if fucking people are calling you at 1.50 a minute. Where is the male pride in that, Yo dude, I got this chicks number and she only charges me a buck fifty, am I the man or am I the man?
So anyway babe, bullshit and things that have turned out less than a success are temporary. We all hit fucking low points but you know as well as I do that they pass, and I know you are fucking cool enough to ride all the bullshit out. Anyway De'reeses cup you take it easy babe, don't lose sight of all the cool shit you have because of the bad shit that seems to be clouding it all out. Talk to you L8er babe, you are a supreme pleasure to know............Aj
So anyway babe, bullshit and things that have turned out less than a success are temporary. We all hit fucking low points but you know as well as I do that they pass, and I know you are fucking cool enough to ride all the bullshit out. Anyway De'reeses cup you take it easy babe, don't lose sight of all the cool shit you have because of the bad shit that seems to be clouding it all out. Talk to you L8er babe, you are a supreme pleasure to know............Aj
venice:
I used to be able to articulate, too. I used to write stuff all the time. And then I got so immersed in math that I forgot how to think about anything else. It's sad.
If I ever take a road trip, I will definitely visit you. I have to go to TN anyway, to see the holocaust memorial I saw a movie about.
The thing I liked the most about Closer, but which also made me uneasy about it, was how absolutely true it was. I guess I have to wonder, too.
If I ever take a road trip, I will definitely visit you. I have to go to TN anyway, to see the holocaust memorial I saw a movie about.
The thing I liked the most about Closer, but which also made me uneasy about it, was how absolutely true it was. I guess I have to wonder, too.
okay, so i guess i've got a lot going on.
first off, though, i bought two more clip-lamps for my sg set. i need to get at least two more before i'll feel comfortable doing the set. my question is, though, what kind of lightbulbs to use? i keep reading on sg hopefuls to get 100w full spectrum floodlights, but those don't exist! they've got...
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first off, though, i bought two more clip-lamps for my sg set. i need to get at least two more before i'll feel comfortable doing the set. my question is, though, what kind of lightbulbs to use? i keep reading on sg hopefuls to get 100w full spectrum floodlights, but those don't exist! they've got...
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aj_paradiselost:
yeah, tell them they have nothing to live for.........lol
presence:
wow you do have a shiteload going on....good luck on being a hotline counselor your a very strong chica
i gotta check out that new tori im so behind on all my music
i gotta check out that new tori im so behind on all my music
nice valentine's day. best i've had so far. we did almost everything we'd had planned and some stuff we didn't have planned, like bar hopping. we stopped at this tiny little bar, appropriately named the corner bar, because it looked seedy and interesting. seedy, not so much. old lady chic, much. interesting, yes. i think we were the first females these women had seen in...
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venice:
Well, obviously I can't handle being a math major, since I kind of had to leave... 
In high school I never understood all the people who would complain about how hard it was and why did they have to do it anyway? But damn, math really is hard. Maybe I'm a masochist or something? I don't know...
In high school I never understood all the people who would complain about how hard it was and why did they have to do it anyway? But damn, math really is hard. Maybe I'm a masochist or something? I don't know...
stillbreathing:
I can't wait to read that book. There's a bar in NY that only sells beer. In fact, it's known to only have two beers - period. When you order, you order light or dark. That's it. It's a pretty crazy place to be, cause if you don't order like that, you're considered stupid and slightly mocked. Ah, New York City.... Your taste in movies, bands, and tv are quite good. Yes, yes, quite, quite...
happy venereal disease, bastards.
here's the plan for today: ice cream @ marble slab, espresso @ jorel & trisha's, dinner @ the stir fry cafe (mm, thai), alcohol @ one of the random mexican restaurants (becky has agreed to be our dd), & home for mad cuddles & love. i have my period. suck.
i believe this is the first time this semester that i've...
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here's the plan for today: ice cream @ marble slab, espresso @ jorel & trisha's, dinner @ the stir fry cafe (mm, thai), alcohol @ one of the random mexican restaurants (becky has agreed to be our dd), & home for mad cuddles & love. i have my period. suck.
i believe this is the first time this semester that i've...
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presence:
have a sexxiee veneral disease day
myra:
Rawr back! 
I love French names like Amelie and Bernadette, but I'm creepy
I love French names like Amelie and Bernadette, but I'm creepy
unh. i totally thought the l word season premier would be on tonight, so i rushed home, but i was wrong. hot chicks pretending to be gay on teevee gets me all hot and bothered. kinda like some of the sgs.
venice: i completely understand what you meant in your last couple of entries. i don't believe in keeping a daily journal based on what...
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venice: i completely understand what you meant in your last couple of entries. i don't believe in keeping a daily journal based on what...
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venice:
Ah, tiny liberal arts academic bubble operation. Sounds just like my school. And besides our reputation for being incredibly intense, academically, we also have a big reputation for massive drug use. But I think it isn't fair, because people rarely OD or get alcohol poisening or anything like at regular schools. They do a lot of drugs, but they do them responsibly. That's got to count for something, right?
And besides our reputation for being incredibly intense, academically, we also have a big reputation for massive drug use. But I think it isn't fair, because people rarely OD or get alcohol poisening or anything like at regular schools. They do a lot of drugs, but they do them responsibly. That's got to count for something, right?oh jesus, do my feet hurt. tonight was the WORST night i've worked in a long time. it's a very rare event that i'm at work and pissed off for an extended period of time, but fuck, from the moment i got there at three, the cooks were off. every one of my tables had to wait a minimum of thirty minutes for their food...
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pinkzebra:
Thats one of the things I hated when I use to waitress...getting bad tips for things out of your control....it effing sucks! 
But 100 in tips isn't too bad
The guy pierced my nipples with barbells...they're so nice.
But 100 in tips isn't too bad
The guy pierced my nipples with barbells...they're so nice.
venice:
Was the school you used to go to, by any chance, in Oregon? Because you look so very familiar to me for some reason...
I think I could have gotten through if it hadn't been for the thesis. I could have managed to scrape by in the classes, but I couldn't put the effort into actually writing a giant paper that I cared about. I hope your depression lightens up. That is no fun at all.
I think I could have gotten through if it hadn't been for the thesis. I could have managed to scrape by in the classes, but I couldn't put the effort into actually writing a giant paper that I cared about. I hope your depression lightens up. That is no fun at all.
Somebody should shoot an SG set with a holga. Now that would be cool.
Hope you feel better soon.