work schedule back to normal. friday, saturday, sunday, and then pick up a night. just have to motivate to pick up a night. money is okay, but still not enough to catch up on the bills. i think i'll move to las vegas and get a job whoring myself at the bunny ranch. at least under that guise i'll have a reason to fuck the brains out of isabella soprano. hot.
uh.
for dinner: cheapish steak type cuts marinated in beer mustard and curry powder (fabulous!), black beans and rice. for dessert: pina coladas, special recipe. kat says i've ruined pina coladas at bars.
after days upon days of obsessing over my screenplay, i've finally figured out what will happen through act one that will make things make sense. and soon i will write it. i've got twelve pages so far.
would LOVE to clean the carpet.
bank of america is trying to fuck us. we put in $120 last night and it showed as a pending transaction and then a reversal and god help me if they claim they never got that money, god fucking help me.
just finished watching we are dad, a documentary on the lofton-croteau family. and it made me fucking angry. that coupled with my read through of the advocate yesterday has really gotten me thinking, not that i don't obsess over the debate on gay marriage anyway. one thing that really irks me: post-op transsexuals are legally allowed to marry the opposite sex. WHAT THE FUCK? that just perpetuates the fucking cycle! that drags it all back down to being about what's attached below the waist. we've spent all this time fighting about how it's not the genitalia, but the person that you love that matters, yet all i need to do is go get a skin graft and have a fake penis attached to attain my goal? i will absolutely not accept shit like that until I'M allowed to marry. we all fall under the GLBT label, so why? it makes no sense to me. and when it comes to this debate on whether homosexuality is "natural" or not, well fuck, a post-op transsexual is no more fucking natural than a homo. sorry. fake penis/vagina just doesn't automatically change what you were biologically endowed with. and i'm fabulously surprised that the right wing fundamentalist fucks haven't started harping on the poor trannies yet. good luck when the time comes.
ugh. also, spain is working on legalizing full gay marriage (including adoption rights). SPAIN! one of the most heavily religious countries in the world! and the nazi pope is VERY unhappy. but still, spain of all fucking places is working on legalization, and here we are, land of the free, fighting to cage the homos. good job, america, go fuck yourself.
uh.
for dinner: cheapish steak type cuts marinated in beer mustard and curry powder (fabulous!), black beans and rice. for dessert: pina coladas, special recipe. kat says i've ruined pina coladas at bars.
after days upon days of obsessing over my screenplay, i've finally figured out what will happen through act one that will make things make sense. and soon i will write it. i've got twelve pages so far.
would LOVE to clean the carpet.
bank of america is trying to fuck us. we put in $120 last night and it showed as a pending transaction and then a reversal and god help me if they claim they never got that money, god fucking help me.
just finished watching we are dad, a documentary on the lofton-croteau family. and it made me fucking angry. that coupled with my read through of the advocate yesterday has really gotten me thinking, not that i don't obsess over the debate on gay marriage anyway. one thing that really irks me: post-op transsexuals are legally allowed to marry the opposite sex. WHAT THE FUCK? that just perpetuates the fucking cycle! that drags it all back down to being about what's attached below the waist. we've spent all this time fighting about how it's not the genitalia, but the person that you love that matters, yet all i need to do is go get a skin graft and have a fake penis attached to attain my goal? i will absolutely not accept shit like that until I'M allowed to marry. we all fall under the GLBT label, so why? it makes no sense to me. and when it comes to this debate on whether homosexuality is "natural" or not, well fuck, a post-op transsexual is no more fucking natural than a homo. sorry. fake penis/vagina just doesn't automatically change what you were biologically endowed with. and i'm fabulously surprised that the right wing fundamentalist fucks haven't started harping on the poor trannies yet. good luck when the time comes.
ugh. also, spain is working on legalizing full gay marriage (including adoption rights). SPAIN! one of the most heavily religious countries in the world! and the nazi pope is VERY unhappy. but still, spain of all fucking places is working on legalization, and here we are, land of the free, fighting to cage the homos. good job, america, go fuck yourself.
Don't take something cool like finding someone you have always wanted to be with and make it small just cause a small minded society doesnt' accept it. Gays are a few of the most hard core rebels there are, I mean, I wouldn't have the balls to be openly gay if I were, and I'm not so don't be a smart ass.
I just think there are so many lonely ass fuckers in the world that they would be happy to find someone they could melt into. Unless you are hardcore religious, fuck marriage. I'm in no rush, My girl is in no rush because we know we are happy and belong together. She is wicked into the Goth thing and my lifestyle is the whole punk and Metal Genre. I don't need a christian ceremony to tell me that her and I can't drink red wine, jam to slayer, make out to Bauhaus and Fuck to Black Sabbath. I'll talk to you L8er babe, you know who luvs you...........Aj