things suck.
my mom's in a situation that no one can get her out of. she called me at work today and she sounds so depressed, i don't know if it would be unreasonable to worry about her killing herself. when she caught hughie cheating on her last year, she told me she wanted to, but couldn't leave her kids. he's gotten himself into some big shit that won't go away unless he goes to jail. if he would just stop fucking drinking, this violence issue would go away. but instead, my mother and brothers have to suffer for it.
my rent check went through and bounced. i got charged $100 in overdraft fees and all of my bills are so behind. it doesn't matter how often i work, i just can't catch up. i went in and picked up tonight because we didn't have money to eat or feed the puppies. it's so hard to motivate to go in and work when you're depressed, and kat and i both have a problem with that. i'm really hoping that i get that job with the crisis center. it won't be much money, but it'll certainly help things out. i don't know when i'll know either way. another issue is that school starts back up on monday, i have to be able to afford books, and i won't be able to work as often if i'm trying to keep a grip on studying.
i feel so fucked.
my mom's in a situation that no one can get her out of. she called me at work today and she sounds so depressed, i don't know if it would be unreasonable to worry about her killing herself. when she caught hughie cheating on her last year, she told me she wanted to, but couldn't leave her kids. he's gotten himself into some big shit that won't go away unless he goes to jail. if he would just stop fucking drinking, this violence issue would go away. but instead, my mother and brothers have to suffer for it.
my rent check went through and bounced. i got charged $100 in overdraft fees and all of my bills are so behind. it doesn't matter how often i work, i just can't catch up. i went in and picked up tonight because we didn't have money to eat or feed the puppies. it's so hard to motivate to go in and work when you're depressed, and kat and i both have a problem with that. i'm really hoping that i get that job with the crisis center. it won't be much money, but it'll certainly help things out. i don't know when i'll know either way. another issue is that school starts back up on monday, i have to be able to afford books, and i won't be able to work as often if i'm trying to keep a grip on studying.
i feel so fucked.
geekygoo:
I'm so sorry baby! Big, BIG hugs! 
aj_paradiselost:
I know chicks have to vent but christ babe, you fucking kick the shit out of every problem that seems to be and obstacle to you. You are so far beyond these trivial trials, don't you get it yet? Fuck it, maybe you will, maybe you won't but regardless, you are unstoppable........L8er.............Aj