maybes_smashing

well, we shot the set and i sent it in early this afternoon. i'm a little upset about my lighting because i feel like it just wasn't enough. thing is, i read a shit ton of stuff on sg hopefuls about lighting and i thought i had it covered. i had 600w of reveal lighting pointed straight at me from different angles in clip lamps and i had 400w of supplemental reveal lighting from above, so i'm not sure why or how it turned out so dark. if this set gets rejected, i'm buying a pair of those heavy duty worklights and playing it that way.

i skipped two of my classes this afternoon on purpose because i stayed up so late with the set. i needed a little bit of sleep since i have to get up disgustingly early tomorrow morning to get fillings. i'm not happy. needles and i DO NOT get along, not by any means.

i didn't realize that this photoset would put my house into such a state of disrepair, so while the wife's at work, i have every intention of making things look normal again. good luck to me. i mean, the house was a mess anyway because we've both been fairly slack on upkeep, but now it looks like a fucking tornado's been through the bitch.

i had my first meeting today with the coordinator of the cutting/alexithymia study. it looks like i'm the only undergrad really interested, so i may have publication opportunities. that will help my grad school application immensely.

i have one hell of a headache and i doubt staring at the screen is helping, so i'm going to stop doing it now.