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miami, fl

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Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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okay, so i guess i've got a lot going on.

first off, though, i bought two more clip-lamps for my sg set. i need to get at least two more before i'll feel comfortable doing the set. my question is, though, what kind of lightbulbs to use? i keep reading on sg hopefuls to get 100w full spectrum floodlights, but those don't exist! they've got them in 65w, but not 100. so i don't know if i should just stick with the regular 100w full spectrum bulbs or what. gr, frustration.

i had my interview at the crisis center today, and the coordinator liked me. i start training to be a hotline counselor on march first. they mainly do sexual abuse and domestic violence, but they do get suicide calls, which are mainly why i want to do this. it'll look great on my grad school application too. disturbing fact: the area in which i live has one of the highest percentages of incest in the u.s. we learn new things everyday. this doesn't surprise me much, though.

first meeting with the grad student running the schizophrenia and community care study yesterday. she ended up talking to me more about my personal emotional issues than about the study, but i'm pretty excited about working with her. i've got another meeting with a grad student set for next week for the alexithymia/cutting study. and at some point, i start working on the suicidality study too. i may never sleep again.

i'm available on niteflirt, waiting for some poor bastard to call me so i can make some money. kat's got a regular on there now and he calls at least once a week. they talked for two hours last night and kat made sixty bucks. easy money.

i'm having issues with school correcting my transcripts, as they couldn't transfer my coursework in the right way. it's really fucking irritating and bureaucracy is bullshit.

i've got the new tori album stuck in my head. she officially released her tour dates today. no changes on what i already knew. problem is, now that the dates are released, tickets will go on sale. i was counting on tickets to go on sale in march, goddamn. i need to come up with approximately three hundred dollars for tickets like yesterday.

luxie farts like a maniac. ew.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
aj_paradiselost:
yeah, tell them they have nothing to live for.........lol
Feb 16, 2005
presence:
wow you do have a shiteload going on....good luck on being a hotline counselor your a very strong chica
i gotta check out that new tori im so behind on all my music
Feb 17, 2005

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