maybes_smashing

Hey babe, seems like you need a nice twelve hour rest. I dont mean sleep exactly. The body is almost in a state of rest similar to sleep if you just lie still for several hours. If you can't sleep fuck it, the important thing is to try to think of nothing and just lie perfectly still.
Sometimes the weather plays a role in how we feel, sometimes. You have alot to be happy about, what is going on behind those eyes, i don't always know, but I know how awesome it is when we speak. I know how you make me think that I've known you forever when we bullshit online.
Yeah I feel the same fucking way when i take naps, I feel like i've missed something by napping, like I've let time pass without doing laundry or playing guitar or chatting on the phone or something, anything. I usually wake up from a nap in a very anti-social, very bad mood. Well I know this isn't the most interesting Journal entry but you take care okay? Hope to hear from you soon shitbird, P.S. You make me smile...........L8er..........Aj

eat you? when ? where? why? and how?
mmmm mcdonalds...so gross..yet so good

Hey, good luck with the application. I saw that you applied and I think you are beautiful, good luck

Hey babe, tis I, the weasel. Anyway. I took off from work today, fuck them. I'll have my Yahoo messenger on and just leave it on in case you wanna bullshit later on. Wine drinking wench that thou art. I hope you got up and went to your fucking classes. I'm sure yoiu don't want to be doing OG for the rest of yer fucking life. Anyway shitbird I'll see ya around............L8er..........Aj

Oh, you've got a fucking outfit ready do ya? Should be good. I'm curious what a fucker like you is planning to do. So what kind of props are you looking for anyway? Fuck it, not like you are going to tell me. You'll probably just say wait and see, though you probably won't phrase that sentence as politely as I did. Yeah I'll say it for you.......My Mom. There, beat ya too it. Anyway I'll catch you around psycho webcam freak.............L8er...........Aj

saw your pics..such a cutie..hopefully your photoset goes up youd be one of my favs ..good luck with the lighting..you learn by mistakes

There is not even a highlight there for me, fuck it, I'll find you on Yahoo, be on fucker

Motherfuck? What are you all pissy about. Control that temper woman. Yer fucking insane Mrs attitude. So was there any reason for that comment or are you just putting in filler? Yer not going to tell me your set was rejected are you? Well, let me know what the fuck is going on.......L8er...AJ

Yeah well the ones I think that you hear nearly every day are the ones that are coming from fuckers in the state of Tennesse so I would think they would hold no real validity. Anyway Mrs Ricci I did see your pics that you submitted, not bad, pretty fucking cute, for a freak.............lol. Just fucking with ya. Anyway have fun at work today, I'm off from the bullshit job for the next two days. I think I'll have a beer before breakfast just because I can. Fucking A right. Anyway L8er on Mrs Balk.

Lol, yer fucking nuts, I love it.........Anyway fucker take care.........lol, you fucking crack me up.

I was checking out yer fucking website. How cool, I feel like I've totally invaded a place I wasn't supposed to go, you know, me being a virtual stranger and all. Do you really have that much fucking time on your hands to do all of that shit? I'm not putting it down or anything just talking shit. So what the fuck is your name? It annoys me not having anything to call you. I don't even understand the maybesmashing title. You've gotta explain that one to me sometimes. Anyway, I'm off work the next two days so look for me online unless yer at work busting your ass for the insane tips of gratitude from bullshit humans. L8er babe............Aj

ching!

Oh yeah, so in the interpretation of your writing. Of all the coolness that you believe about yourself, what wants your blood? Obviously you see something about yourself and or your life that isn't excepting of your lifestyle. Bravo in the cool fucking way that you have made that known to those who know how to read between the lines. I live to read between the lines wench. Write all you want, I can see you there..................LOL, am I right or am I left fucker? L8er...........Aj

whoa, what the fuck? I've stumbled across more of your website than I thought existed. I just thought it was that one poem or entry but christ, it goes on forever. I'm sorry to fucking hear about all that ensued about you being pregnant. I'm really wasted right now and am blown away by all that I am reading wench. All that shit is way too hardcore. More than I expected from my life this night. I think I have fucking monopolized your fucking comments page thingee and I am sorry for that. I am going to spend quite a bit of time on your website tomorrow. I was really fucking intrigued by what i was reading, right now I am at a loss. I'm sure you'll come up with a fucking comment to downplay what i've read so far, that's okay, you deserve to. Pity you? No, want to no more.........Yes, if you can tell me about you without feeling like I've invaded you then that would be cool. I want to be friends, can you fucking tell? Straight guys don't always want to be a part of or tag the the lesbian fantasies. Sometimes it is hard just to have friends in this life, be my friend.............L8er.............. Aj

Yeah, I would totally fucking dig if you sent me some of your writings and I'm gonna hold ya to it. So your psychologist is in love with ya huh? Sounds really fucked up, maybe you are just a fascinating specimen and your ex-psychologist wants to get rich off of a person with so many pyschological fuck ups that they can write a book about it...lol, I crack me up, I'm just fucking with ya. Take care, see ya around fucker..........L8er..........Aj

I'll check out your poetry when I get home from work. I do second shift which is 4 to 12. I'm not usually online until after midnight, yeah, I'm a nocturnal fucker. Anyway I look forward to it, comment to ya l8er fucker.............Aj

Fuck you, I don't want to go to work tomorrow either. Do they allow you to serve food to people?............Lol, christ, what the fuck is this world coming to. You graduate in August, quit yer bitching. I've been off for the last fucking four days and I've been trashed for three of them. I'm going to have the shakes like a son of a bitch tomorrow. Shiny chin chick, see? I've allowed you to whine, me and my fucking Gemini loyalties. Anyway l8er on fuckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..................Aj.

Oh, I just saw your pics, are you in a closet? How the hell do you find the time to be tired from work and still take pics freakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Anyway you have a nice build for a chick who is anti the guy thing..........lol, wierdo, anyway, I'll catchya L8er, ha ha, you make me smile, don't let that go to your head or I'll have to kick yer food serving arse, l8er.............Aj