nice valentine's day. best i've had so far. we did almost everything we'd had planned and some stuff we didn't have planned, like bar hopping. we stopped at this tiny little bar, appropriately named the corner bar, because it looked seedy and interesting. seedy, not so much. old lady chic, much. interesting, yes. i think we were the first females these women had seen in...
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happy venereal disease, bastards.
here's the plan for today: ice cream @ marble slab, espresso @ jorel & trisha's, dinner @ the stir fry cafe (mm, thai), alcohol @ one of the random mexican restaurants (becky has agreed to be our dd), & home for mad cuddles & love. i have my period. suck.
i believe this is the first time this semester that i've...
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here's the plan for today: ice cream @ marble slab, espresso @ jorel & trisha's, dinner @ the stir fry cafe (mm, thai), alcohol @ one of the random mexican restaurants (becky has agreed to be our dd), & home for mad cuddles & love. i have my period. suck.
i believe this is the first time this semester that i've...
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presence:
have a sexxiee veneral disease day 
myra:
Rawr back! 
I love French names like Amelie and Bernadette, but I'm creepy
I love French names like Amelie and Bernadette, but I'm creepy
unh. i totally thought the l word season premier would be on tonight, so i rushed home, but i was wrong. hot chicks pretending to be gay on teevee gets me all hot and bothered. kinda like some of the sgs.
venice: i completely understand what you meant in your last couple of entries. i don't believe in keeping a daily journal based on what...
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venice:
Ah, tiny liberal arts academic bubble operation. Sounds just like my school. And besides our reputation for being incredibly intense, academically, we also have a big reputation for massive drug use. But I think it isn't fair, because people rarely OD or get alcohol poisening or anything like at regular schools. They do a lot of drugs, but they do them responsibly. That's got to count for something, right?
And besides our reputation for being incredibly intense, academically, we also have a big reputation for massive drug use. But I think it isn't fair, because people rarely OD or get alcohol poisening or anything like at regular schools. They do a lot of drugs, but they do them responsibly. That's got to count for something, right?oh jesus, do my feet hurt. tonight was the WORST night i've worked in a long time. it's a very rare event that i'm at work and pissed off for an extended period of time, but fuck, from the moment i got there at three, the cooks were off. every one of my tables had to wait a minimum of thirty minutes for their food...
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pinkzebra:
Thats one of the things I hated when I use to waitress...getting bad tips for things out of your control....it effing sucks! 
But 100 in tips isn't too bad
The guy pierced my nipples with barbells...they're so nice.
But 100 in tips isn't too bad
The guy pierced my nipples with barbells...they're so nice.
venice:
Was the school you used to go to, by any chance, in Oregon? Because you look so very familiar to me for some reason...
I think I could have gotten through if it hadn't been for the thesis. I could have managed to scrape by in the classes, but I couldn't put the effort into actually writing a giant paper that I cared about. I hope your depression lightens up. That is no fun at all.
I think I could have gotten through if it hadn't been for the thesis. I could have managed to scrape by in the classes, but I couldn't put the effort into actually writing a giant paper that I cared about. I hope your depression lightens up. That is no fun at all.
group x always puts me in a better mood.
update on my grandfather: still no explanation for what happened, but the cardiologist cleared him for release. now the neurologist and his attending physician need to do the same and he can be peaced out.
gat gat gat!
oh, and wish me luck dealing with the rednecks at work tonight: "yes, you fat motherfucker, i know...
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update on my grandfather: still no explanation for what happened, but the cardiologist cleared him for release. now the neurologist and his attending physician need to do the same and he can be peaced out.
gat gat gat!
oh, and wish me luck dealing with the rednecks at work tonight: "yes, you fat motherfucker, i know...
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pinkzebra:
oh, and wish me luck dealing with the rednecks at work tonight: "yes, you fat motherfucker, i know you want more breadsticks with extra garlic butter and a big salad slathered in ranch so that you can try to feel better about your fat fucking ass. please tip accordingly (20%!) and go back to your fucking mountain!" need to make big money. SO behind on bills.
That really made me laugh/smile
Sorry you have to deal with rednecks...I grew up in the South...I know how idiotic some southerners can be
That really made me laugh/smile
Sorry you have to deal with rednecks...I grew up in the South...I know how idiotic some southerners can be
venice:
Yeah, it's definitely a possibility anyway. I tend to be sort of a hypochodriac when it comes to mental health issues though, so I don't like to self-diagnose too much. I have to go see a counceler if I want to go back to school in the fall, so I can look into it, I suppose.
here's the day:
woke up with the wife too late to do any last minute studying. i'm sitting on the couch and she comes out of the bedroom, phone in hand, with this grave look on her face (let me interject here to say that i've done this now with two girlfriends and they both wore the same expression when they broke the news to...
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woke up with the wife too late to do any last minute studying. i'm sitting on the couch and she comes out of the bedroom, phone in hand, with this grave look on her face (let me interject here to say that i've done this now with two girlfriends and they both wore the same expression when they broke the news to...
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pinkzebra:
Sorry to hear about your grandfather 
....I hope he gets to feeling better!!!!
And thanks for the comment about the piercing...it kind of eased my mind a bit....
....I hope he gets to feeling better!!!!
And thanks for the comment about the piercing...it kind of eased my mind a bit....
aj_paradiselost:
My condolances about your grandfather babe. It sounds like your grandfather wants to leave his fate in his own hands and with his own will. I think I would do the same. My grandfather refused to do chemo when he was diagnosed with Cancer. He was American Indian and refused to lose his long black hair. I think its just different for us then our aged family members babe, we just accept and trust that. It doesn't mean they don't want to live it just means the medical shit is just that........shit. I hope you feel fucking better soon but I doubt that. Loved ones being sick is some fucked up shit, it comes with getting older. I hope time lessons your pain if things take a turn for the worse. I wish for your pain to lesson but not your fond memories. He'll be fine I hope, I can't imagine you not smiling..........L8er babe, Aj
- flunked today's test.
+ gym: 1/2 mile walk, 1/2 mile run
- still don't have enough lighting for my sg shoot
- addicted to chocolate
+ better mood
+/- just got suckered into buying steaks from some guy going door to door. eight new york strips for twenty bucks isn't bad, though.
- SO behind on the bills.
+ interview at the crisis center...
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+ gym: 1/2 mile walk, 1/2 mile run
- still don't have enough lighting for my sg shoot
- addicted to chocolate
+ better mood
+/- just got suckered into buying steaks from some guy going door to door. eight new york strips for twenty bucks isn't bad, though.
- SO behind on the bills.
+ interview at the crisis center...
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pinkzebra:
Good Luck on studying...I hate studying..
I used to hate those door to door salesmen selling states...I think it's a southern thing...
I used to hate those door to door salesmen selling states...I think it's a southern thing...
venice:
Well, I have my friends thing set on automatic decline right now, because I got sick of turning down all the people who had never talked to me. So I have to add you, which I will if we talk a bit more and I think you're cool, which you seem to be. I'm just picky because I don't want to have a bunch of people I never talk to on my list.
hello, i'm still alive. not necessarily willingly so, but what can you do?
i continue to be miserable. i continue to search for a solution to the misery and am coming up with nothing. for someone who used to be so against medication, i'm thinking it's the only thing that can make me better.
test tomorrow, two tests thursday, quiz friday.
gonna go work out...
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i continue to be miserable. i continue to search for a solution to the misery and am coming up with nothing. for someone who used to be so against medication, i'm thinking it's the only thing that can make me better.
test tomorrow, two tests thursday, quiz friday.
gonna go work out...
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pinkzebra:
I don't exactly what's wrong but I hope you start to feel better and resolve your problems.
Good Luck on your tests and quiz!!
Good Luck on your tests and quiz!!
hello, land-o-suicidegirl!
superbowl sunday did not, in fact, rape my pocket. i made $69 in three and a half hours. my boss made sure kat and i both had whole rooms to ourselves, so we got our asses kicked, but we made rent. actually, we were three dollars short. however! $347 isn't bad for three days worth of work if you include going out and...
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superbowl sunday did not, in fact, rape my pocket. i made $69 in three and a half hours. my boss made sure kat and i both had whole rooms to ourselves, so we got our asses kicked, but we made rent. actually, we were three dollars short. however! $347 isn't bad for three days worth of work if you include going out and...
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presence:
that is very good news for me because i think your really hot 
and id like to see more pictures of you..with clothes..without clothes..half clothed..im not picky 
and id like to see more pictures of you..with clothes..without clothes..half clothed..im not picky
aj_paradiselost:
I love you Slut..................Aj
keane on snl, i like it. kat, on whether or not keane is a british band: "i wasn't sure because i haven't seen his [lead singer] teeth yet."
i worked my ass off tonight. should have made $128, but somewhere along the line i lost $20. i'm kicking myself now for talking about how good i am with money around all of my co-workers who...
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presence:
i think my subscrpiton is up soon...and im not renewing it this time...taking a lil break..but ill be back eventually...i love this site too much with all you sexxiee noice people on it
[Edited on Feb 05, 2005 11:15PM]
[Edited on Feb 05, 2005 11:15PM]
ultimatelewser:
Hi. Just stumbled onto your journal. Just wanted to say hi and how cute you are
in finally left my house last night. went to the preppy bar and got fairly drunk.
fucked up royally. i think i'm gonna have to put off shooting my photoset for a while.
work.
fucked up royally. i think i'm gonna have to put off shooting my photoset for a while.
work.
presence:
putting off shooting the photoset??
stasia:
also, my love for you is like a truck. do you know the next line?
tell me the rest..
tell me the rest..
this is new: get up entirely too late to go to class, then lie in bed and cry about it because the guilt is keeping you from sleep.
really though, i just want to quit.
i plan on e-mailing my professors and telling them precisely what's wrong, but what can they possibly say? "well, attendance IS optional." that's not the fucking point. if i don't...
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really though, i just want to quit.
i plan on e-mailing my professors and telling them precisely what's wrong, but what can they possibly say? "well, attendance IS optional." that's not the fucking point. if i don't...
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aj_paradiselost:
Hey babe, It just sounds like your a nomad, I've been that way for fucking years. The last four is when I actually settled down. Or at least I tell myself I settled down, one of the things that make life great is the ability to lie to oneself. August isn't that far off for you to finish school. Make plans to split after that. What's wrong with Florida? At least it's fucking warm there. Let Kat go to school and then you fuckers can go anywhere you want. Take a deep breathe and calm down babe, you gotta slow down that thinking or that is going to be a major fucking source of depression if it isn't already. Or you guys could go to school around here, you'd never be bored or depressed again, I promise. As the Alpha me and the fucking pack are always getting into some new and cool shit. I need that way or else when I look around at the fact that I have been in way place for so long I go nuts, start to feel caged even. Wolves are too fucking big for cages. Anyway I hate being the fucking voice of reason especially with someone who is far more levelheaded than I am. I hope you feel better babe, when we chat and your happy I'm really happy, but when your sad or confused? Well it bums me out. Not that I mind you venting cause I don't, thats what friends are for, for good or bad. The Alpha males look out for the pack, I'm used to that. I gotta jump in the shower and get ready for work. I'll talk to you L8er shitbird............Aj
aj_paradiselost:
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Miss you, christ, can't believe I said that.
In high school I never understood all the people who would complain about how hard it was and why did they have to do it anyway? But damn, math really is hard. Maybe I'm a masochist or something? I don't know...