mayarix

do ya know... the waiting game really is harsh. lol. i know that there are many factors involved in waiting to submit a set. you shoot it and your hands are out of the pot until you get the disc with all your pictures on it. i'm nervous and excited and trying very hard to be patient. i'm sure they will turn out fine. still, waiting was never one of my strong suits. so meanwhile i am having fun looking at all my proofs and giggling to myself.

heh. i still can't believe i shot those pictures and i can't believe that the pictures are really me. some, i'm happy about. others, i could like without. meanwhile, i will sip my mocha and wait patiently for the clock to turn.

it seems like my life is on one long circle around the airport. you know, a holding pattern. i am waiting to hear about possibly interviewing and being a supervisor at work. i am waiting for my photos to be done. and mr. godot has decided to not show up for another day.

tomorrow, i am going to start preparing for my next set. this one i'm even more excited about and am going to take at least 3 months or more to prepare... there's a reason for waiting that long. there is going to be a very different looking mayari, even from the set that i've just finished shooting. i have big plans.