mayarix

Am I a narcissist? My friend Bryan thinks so. I prefer to just think of myself as a very confident woman who knows what she wants. I have zero drama in my life, namely because I don't let drama enter. I had a conversation with my boss last night via text message about a certain someone I've had my eye on for a while. He was "with" someone else last night. Part of me wants to throw a tantrum and be unhappy. But guess what? I'm too old for that. I'm too old to bother playing with other people's drama any more, so they're welcome to each other. And above all; I DO NOT CHASE. I did that when I was in my twenties and earlier... but not now. I have no need to chase, so therefore, I just look hot and wait. Oddly enough, this weird memory from childhood just came back. In Germany, when I entered 1st grade or so, we used to play on the playground a game called "Girls chase the boys" and another one "Boys chase the girls". Well guess what, women do NOT engage in "Girls chase the boys". We don't even engage in 'Boys chase the girls". We are confident to just BE. And I'm sure Luh would agree with that. And that is all that there actually is to say about that.

*clears throat* Burlesque Noir didn't disappoint. I left with Luh partway through the second Act. I was tired and needed to go home and get some sleep. Was needing to relax a bit and unwind, destress, and get some sleep anyways. Glad I did. My schedule has moved 30 min earlier than it used to be.. I need to get going pretty soon and start getting ready.

I wanted to work out this morning and I may yet do that. But honestly, I'm kind of tired. And feeling a bit dry and hung over with no headache.

So anyways, for those of us who came down last night, BRAVO! was nice to see all of you.

Luh, FabulousRex, LosViejos we'll catch you all on the flipside. Thanks for coming and for helping me to entertain my Dark Side.