Thursday Jul 19, 2007

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I feel all morose like. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I ate too much at dinner and felt a little sick afterwards. But mostly..

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My best friend, who is more than a friend... we are friends with benefits, is going out with his regular girlfriend tonight. I had hoped they were a little on the ropes because I like having him to myself. I feel morose... You know, you get tired of being friends with benefits and nothing more. I mean, I really love him as a friend, but I have an emotional connection with him unlike I've had with anyone else. And it depresses me that I have to share. I hate sharing.



I think I will be joining some of my gay friends down at the District. I think the Dark Priest might be coming. If so, that's cool. He's cooled off a lot, but he has his own reasons and personal things going on right now too. Sometimes ... mad I just feel so unloved. That and I bet he's getting tired of me... why is it that every time I start getting friendly with a guy IT GOES TO SHIT! *cries* Oh well. That's over now and it's time to just... whatever.

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kamuela:
fwb that has a gf, idk wat 2 say. Hows my texting skills, LOL. Hope you have fun tonight.
luh:
Yes we do need to have a girls night. I was talking with this guy that lives out of state and it went to shit.
I'll tell you about it when we go out. Then my x wants to get back together and I don't. puke

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