Let it be said. I think thrill-seeking is my method of self-medicating... many people are asking me. "No really, why a Suicide Girl?"
You ask yourself the question with good cause, especially if you know me and happen to think about me with more than your genitals thus far.
So I shall endeavor to answer the real reason why. I'm bored. I have a wild hair. I am going to be 33 this year and am lacking in a few things in my life. Namely, I lack love and I lack a lot of fun.
So, do I do this whole Suicide Girls thing just for the fun? You betcha. I mean, seriously, I'm not looking for a modeling career, so the contract doesn't really scare me. I realize that my images are theirs once they buy them. And I realize that limits how much one can make off of subsequent usage of the images. And guess what? I haven't quit my day job by a long shot. I still have other plans going in other directions.
But this newest endeavor has allowed me to meet new people who run in an interesting subculture of humanity. I like meeting new people and trying new things. Though I have solid limits to what I will do/ how far I will go, I do things because for the most part, it suits me at the moment.
I'm spontaneous, let that be said, but I am also not stupid. I am, however, REALLY bored. Bored of going down the path I'm going down, but determined to head that way anyways. And a little sidebar of fun suits me just fine. Bringing new people onto the path is never a bad thing, so long as one remains picky about who really gets close.
Really? I readily admit that some people probably think I'm boring. And I readily admit that people might be bored of me quickly, too. I can understand that to an extent. Part of me does this whole thing to just push forward my existence and to add another dimension to who/ what I am.
At the end of the day, I am not so much trying to find myself as I am just adding another layer to myself. One that I think is adventurous and exciting and fun; more than I have been in the recent past. A flair of daring and flirtatious and fun all wrapped into one suicide girl, but the core remains wholly me. Carry on.
You ask yourself the question with good cause, especially if you know me and happen to think about me with more than your genitals thus far.
So I shall endeavor to answer the real reason why. I'm bored. I have a wild hair. I am going to be 33 this year and am lacking in a few things in my life. Namely, I lack love and I lack a lot of fun.
So, do I do this whole Suicide Girls thing just for the fun? You betcha. I mean, seriously, I'm not looking for a modeling career, so the contract doesn't really scare me. I realize that my images are theirs once they buy them. And I realize that limits how much one can make off of subsequent usage of the images. And guess what? I haven't quit my day job by a long shot. I still have other plans going in other directions.
But this newest endeavor has allowed me to meet new people who run in an interesting subculture of humanity. I like meeting new people and trying new things. Though I have solid limits to what I will do/ how far I will go, I do things because for the most part, it suits me at the moment.
I'm spontaneous, let that be said, but I am also not stupid. I am, however, REALLY bored. Bored of going down the path I'm going down, but determined to head that way anyways. And a little sidebar of fun suits me just fine. Bringing new people onto the path is never a bad thing, so long as one remains picky about who really gets close.
Really? I readily admit that some people probably think I'm boring. And I readily admit that people might be bored of me quickly, too. I can understand that to an extent. Part of me does this whole thing to just push forward my existence and to add another dimension to who/ what I am.
At the end of the day, I am not so much trying to find myself as I am just adding another layer to myself. One that I think is adventurous and exciting and fun; more than I have been in the recent past. A flair of daring and flirtatious and fun all wrapped into one suicide girl, but the core remains wholly me. Carry on.
What are you crazy? You wouldn't just quit your job and sit around all day on SG?
And you say you have a sense of adventure....