maxwellxdemon

I don't know why I feel sexier when I'm covered up. I love soft fabrics. Maybe that's it. I feel more feminine, I guess, in a super soft sweater than a bikini. And less makeup. I wore less makeup, softer colors today than I usually do, and I actually really liked it. Growing up... wow. Well, until I got my braces, I had buck teeth, and a gap so wide that when I would sneeze, my upper lip would get caught inbetween my teeth. Even after the braces, I still have a little gap that I am unable to part with since it's been a part of me for so long. I used to get teased about a chickenpox scar that I have right between my eyes... what a silly thing to tease someone about. I was always a bleeding heart. My mom started getting the fake Christmas trees because one year I cried uncontrollably when she took the real tree out to the dumpster. I was bossy... always the little grown-up. I was always sort of... chunky... until my sophomore year of high school when I dropped down to 115 at my current height (I weigh about 138 now, so... I was pretty thin.) My friend's friend used to call me Skeletor. Everyone thought I was a lesbian. Not entirely sure why.

Now. You have to tell me something about yourself next time you write to me... until then, goodnight. Enjoy the rest of your evening.

*Edit* I posted whlst not paying attention. smrt m i.

[Edited on Dec 29, 2004 12:59AM]

Sorry love...I went on a cleaning frenzy and a few people got knocked off accidently. You were not supposed to go! I apologize!!!!

I found an excellent lotion... White Tea & Ginger. I LOVE it. I put it on this morning, and I can still smell it.

Damn near impossible to find anything strictly ginger scented.

Saved is a good movie. I hate Mandy Moore so any movie that wants you to hate her is great!

Damn I'm hungry for the weekend ! Feed me some good times! Have a great weekend yourself.......or else he'll get you....


~Nightmares~

How've you been, doll?

Are you going to see Duran Duran when they get to town? If you are, I'm bloody jealous.

Betsey Johnson... a handbag... or a dress. I love the colors she uses, and sometimes in the winter, I need a little punch of color to use as a pick-me-up.

I would trade my entire wishlist for someone who understands me and wants to be with me despite all the sad, broken, ugly parts of me. I keep reminding myself that I have plenty of time, and I'll get my turn.

I've been listening to a lot of Billie Holiday lately. Her voice was so beautifully sad. And Mark Lanegan... his 'Bubblegum' album reminds me of being strung out. He has one of those voices created by whiskey and cigarettes.

I know. I really need to stop throwing my little pity parties.

"I'll want to be liked sooo much that I jump right in & try too damn hard." I used to do this. It's tiring, isn't it?

Here's to change.

And, thank you. I could kiss you. I have never been described as illustrious before. That put a great big smile on my face this morning.

See what happens when you have a shitty weekend? You go nuts. Now go and enjoy yourself!

~Nightmares~

There's one good thing about being at the bottom of my pile. I read your comment first.

And the ice cream... I only gorge once in awhile, and I don't puke it up or anything.

I am sick of passive-aggressive people.

Blah.

Thank you for your comment. You're sweet.

Well thank you...I think it's just more of a matter of the quality rather then the subject.

So keep those fingers crossed!


Sounds like life is thowing you curve balls...I hope you are able to dodge them.

Has the DVD come out yet? I'm so out of the loop.

Have a wonderful weekend or this ~~~> will happen to you!


~Nightmares~

i amy do some more pin-upish modeling of some kind after i have the baby and get back into my old body- but i won't be doing any specifically for SG anymore.

What is tis Huckabees I keep heraring about, about?

I'm sure my body is far from perfect but thank you anyway for making me feel good!

I am glad you checked it out. I plan to add more pix...it just takes time.