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So it looks like me and my ex are going back to court, she hasn't been allowing me to see my daughter, I have no idea why, there is no logical reason for it, I plan things to go get her and then I get a million excuses why I cant, I am current on child support, which in my state is separate from visitation,...
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smite:
That is terrible and totally not okay. Whatever happened between you two is just that- between you two. She shouldn't bring your daughter into it or use her as a tool against you. That is disgusting behavior. I know I don't know you but thank you for being a responsible and respectful person, there aren't many left like you kiss I hope you get the time with your daughter you are entitled to and much more!!!
maxpower1377:
I totally agree, we have been divorced for going on 2 years now, and everything was ok until recently, my guess is that she is dating someone, I have no proof of this, but I cant find any other reason for things to change, and even if she is dating someone, I still have my rights to see my daughter, and I will always fight for those rights, I have full custody of my son, and I let his mom see him whenever she wants, regardless of the situation, I sometimes feel like my daughters mom thinks I am going to take my daughter from her, I have never given her any reason to think this, she also knows why I have full custody of my son, and that there is a reason why I was awarded custody of him, I would love my daughter to come live with me, but I have no reason to try to take her from her mom, I just simply want to see her as it is defined in our divorce decree, my heart hurts every day that I don't get to see her, I just want to be a part of her life, and be a parent to her, and it hurts so much that I cant.

Thanks for our kind words, I try to be a good person, looks like I am going to have to be a jerk and take her to court to fight this, hopefully it get sorted out soon
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Haven't posted anything really for a little while, still absolutely depressed, and seem to shake it, and each something new happens to take me even further down, I hope there will be a time when I can get over it, I had to be a huge dick yesterday to someone I still care about, I feel horrible, but these were things this person needed to...
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tokenwhitegrrl:
I hope whatever has you down passes soon.

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Thoughts are with the people in Boston, this has got to stop, sad news today frown
brightredscream:
It's so awful
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Not much to contribute today, still feeling down, but I hope everyone is having a great day and if wanna talk, I am on kik maxpower1313

have a good day lovelove
tokenwhitegrrl:
Thanks <3 I appreciate you for this
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Here are some lyrics and the actual song that pretty much sums up how I have been feeling lately:

An unfortunate journey
Through a bleak sea of loneliness
I carved through the waves of grief
In a black vastness of self doubt

I have never felt so alone
So pitiful and wretched and low
I'm tried by a terrible wind
The misery and the pains...
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cyyn:
That sucks man. frown
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Ever felt like there is no way you could be anymore depressed, then Bam! something happens to take you even lower? that's my weekend in a nutshell frown

have a great day smile
zoelielynn:
I feel the same way all the time. Hopefully everything turns around for you <3
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hotcurry:
Thanks for all your positive encouragement. I keep telling myself it will get better, but I have a really difficult time sitting still. I hate it. When I go out to run errands and walk around I'm in horrible pain within an hour. I just hate sitting at home doing. Feeling very trapped.
cakemix:
Lovely. I miss the Utah scenery x
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Went fishing yesterday, only spent about an hour out there, it was very windy so it kind of sucked, oh well at least I can say we tried, today its very rainy, I love the rain especially spring rain because it brings life to the grass and trees that died down over the winter.

I am kinda feeling a little depressed today, I know why...
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Hello everyone, how are you today? good I hope, today is a beautiful day here, so much sun and warmth, I love it!

No fishing today, my son has a stomach bug, which is no fun for him, hopefully its just a 24 hour thing, and that he will be back up and feeling better soon.

So yesterday I get a text a from my...
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pagey:
It's really good to hear from someone else who has had major surgery/PT and had a great recovery. I have OCD, so having one ankle slightly bigger than the other is what I'm focusing on now. I'm ridiculous.

Ocean air really makes things lovely.
I live right on a river, so my foxgloves have a nice mist sometimes.
The key is to plant it facing the east with something big blocking it to the west, so it gets gentle morning sunshine and gets protected from the noon and onward rays. But, I can't grow tomatoes to save my life. We NEVER get hail in RI, but EVERY TIME I PLANT TOMATOES, we get a freak hail storm that kills my crop.

Glad to hear your son is already feeling better, poor bby.
brightredscream:
Those flowers are so pretty!
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Best April fools joke of the day so far, getting a letter from Publishers Clearing House saying "You may already be a winner!"
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rhody:
Thank you
arroia:
I haven't heard any good ones, except one of Serbian newspapers publishing a story about Croatia 'being kicked out of the 2014 qualifications'. Oh, and Google Nose, of course. biggrin

Thank you, I get lucky every now and then. smile
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Hope everybody made it through the holiday, I survived lol

So this week is Spring break for my son, so tomorrow and maybe the rest of the week we are going fishing! looks like it may rain a little bit hopefully not too bad, we are both very excited to get outside and enjoy the time together, fishing is one thing that brings me and...
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Happy Easter everyone, I hope its a great day for you smile

My day has been extemely annoying and I just want to not be around people today, I am so annoyed right now frown
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tokenwhitegrrl:
I would... it's fantastic stuff
brightredscream:
I rarely like being around people :p