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i fucking hate being tossed aside and replaced,it fucking makes my blood boil to the point i wanna just uncontrollably scream till i feel every one i know in the world will hear me and feel my frustration.I am slipping in to a very scary place at the moment,one that my pills and alcohol can no longer keep back and its scaring me.Im not aggressive...
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oo:
Good and bad. It's good that you're punching through the wall put in front of you by whatever has just happened to bring this on. Good that you are doing things differentlt to the old routine of going back to your comfort zone and you are testing new ground and finding you are able to do things you possibly thought was out of your league.
Bad because getting too cocky might land you in hospital or worse. I fucking love skateboarding and did it every day of my life pretty much from 14 to 22 and didn't have any major accidents thankfully, coz even then i was trying those nose slide railslides down stairs, kickflip railslides etc. I won't even skate on concrete too far from grass due to worrying about falling off now. But a broken neck and shattered hip and bad balance will make you think twice about doing ollies.
My point....be careful man, don't waste your time recovering from snapping your body. Little pains now get to be big pains the older you are.
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w00000000000000000t 3 days off biggrin
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ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH i fucking hate house shit and dick head flatmates that try n do every thing the hard way.Just once id like to have a place that doesnt start or end up a fuckaround grrrr mad
crimsonpetals:
i so know that feeling~i say down with flatmates, and up with money trees~ blush
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just had the nicest walk home in light rain after a shity long day at work.
conjure:
Yeah, this hair cut's better though. More thought out, more layered. Professional, when you look close. That other one was little more than a chop on the left, then a snip on the right. This one has all sorts a shit going for it. To be honest, it's a little bit like Zhourelle's at the back, I was kinda inspired to try out her shave the back bit thing when I spoke to her the other day.


Also: what I really came on here to say:

HOLY FUCKING MOLY JANNAH IS IN AUSTRALIA!

SHE HAS TOUCHED SOIL!

SHE IS IN SYDNEY AND IS CALLING ME SOON!!

oh my god .. other than Alice, pretty sure you're the only other person who know's how much this means to me. Tell me it's great that she's back. Go on... Please? biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin
conjure:
thanks biggrin I needed that

p.s. haven't heard a word about Mick yet, will let you know.
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looks like another night out at the rompus tonight hehe. biggrin
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What a hectic week,ol friend from back home came around last sunday after work and we went out to the rumpas room in west end and basicaly been out there since yesterday.Spent 2 days all week back at my place and the rest getting loaded lol.Met some dnm interesting ppl of late and had alot of fun out with my mate sam n his bro.So...
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conjure:
Wierd! You do always move near your birthday, WTF??

Yeah, that email wasn't a nice one frown sorry. Let me know how it goes, ok? I tried to sort it out but the fuckers wouldn't talk to me.

Rumpus room is awesome, that's where I went with Louise that time, remember? Is that the friend that's up from Lissy? Oh, and god I'm glad you said you don't wanna move back down there ... there's really nothing there for anyone anymore, everyone's left to come here! Or to Melbourne. Zhourelle MySpaced me from Melb the other day, is that where you're going? I'm just kinda guessing now .. you're not going to Norway are you??

And uh .. two lip rings?
speedway74:
check sgau, theres a member with 2 rooms in paddington at $115 a week each plus shared bills
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hi all im back,i got ripped lol had one of those we miss you emails but it was for my 1st account lol sogo delete mr_maxiebond cuz im here for a yr on this account now lol biggrin
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moggie:
Welcome back!! Haha yes now I have a reason to drink.... to celebrate your return... Yes I know I'm an alcoholic tongue
weston:
Hello once again biggrin
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errrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaagggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh
i think i need grease.... puke
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cherryvegas:
whats that mean
rook:
You put your Maxibond in.
You pull your Maxibond out.

In or out, dude, make up your mind, you're letting the cold air in! biggrin
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I am so fucking bored......in every aspect of the word (kate this is my thoughts....go away n dont read in to it).well lets start with bored with LIFE,love,relationships(personal n emotional)pain ,suffering ,happiness,smiles,frowns....bout every thing!!!!!
im so fucking numb right now severing 2 tendons 95%through fucking tickeled n i hope it happens 2 my other wrist so may B i got somthing 2 smile at.....that or...
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weston:
Ouch. Really sorry to hear 'bout that. And yes, I'm still going to give you this hope you feel better bullshit...So deal with it wink

Unfortunately, I'm not going to stop bitching. It is just what I do. I'm not much an optimist...Never have been, and most likely, never will be. So yes, my journals are always going to come off as me whining about how life is unfair and all that jazz.

And if you look back at it again, you'll notice that I also said I'm happier as of late than I have been. I've been talking to and hanging out with my friends a lot more lately, and overall, just enjoying life a bit more. But never the less, I'm still going to bitch because I still wake up every day feeling like shit...My health hasn't improved, but I'm dealing with all the emotional bullshit that comes with it better.

And as sad as it is, talking about all the downer bullshit, as you put it, on here does in fact help me. I could care less about what people here think of me. I don't post for their well wishes and all that...I mean, it helps, but that's not why I do it. I post that shit so that I can get it off my chest...So that it all doesn't sit inside of me and boil up.

Anyway, like I said, I'm a bitcher, it is just what I do. If you don't like it, just ignore it and read the happier parts of my blogs tongue
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hey bitches im back!!!!!!!!!!
<^> (o.0) <^>
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steven:
How's yer hand bro?
steven:
If you're anything like my old bass player, you'll want to get back into it as soon as humanly possible ... don't be tempted ... give it that extra week or whatever.

Of course, it's more rock'n'roll to ignore that kind of advice! tongue