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Update
Stringbean is going for Surgery tomorrow morning to have the cancer removed from her lung, she should be fine after.


Monkey needs a friend


and in 2 weeks this little girl is coming

I'm hoping having a crazy spry puppy will lighten the mood in the house, and distract Monkey and Me from the sadness that hangs over us. I think we are naming her Stevie or Joey, I like boy names for Girls.
Oddly enough The Puppy looks just like Jelly when she was a puppy. I don't expect in anyway for her to have any part of the same personality or disposition as Jelly. I look forward to getting to know her, and a little nervous, I haven't had a puppy in 8 years! I gotta puppy proof my place all over again.

I had to pick up Jelly's ashes yesterday, I went in strong till i got in the car and it dawned on me that i was bringing my little girl home in a box, less than half the size of her. Carrying her up the stairs this way very tragic in my mind, Just when i think i am stronger i relapse.
Though on my drive to work this morning I was thinking that when i die, I hope we go to a place where all of our past pets are there to greet us. And Jelly will kiss me and whimper at the same time like she would do after being apart for a few day's.