Kink and some new stuff.
I'm not sure if it was because I grew up under a sexually liberated mother who's profession for a spell was a sex worker, or that religion wasn't enforced upon me.
But I never developed any "Kinks". I don't really have 1st associations with sex that would be considered material or a base foundation for a kink.
I recall us moving when i was about 5 and in one of the packed boxes was a small book called THE JOY OF SEX. i flipped through it. and saw the various sexual positions.
My mother wasn't the type to prohibit her children from watching movies with adult content like nudity or profanity.
Later my sister and I would occasional come across my step fathers porn videos, that consisted of everything from she males to gay sex. whole other story..
I use to read a lot of mature erotic novels as a teen.
My point is Sex was never a Taboo, there was nothing to harbor or hide, so nothing out of the ordinary ever developed. When i was 15 I had a boyfriend and it started to get heated, i told my mother i wanted Birth control, she shot me down at first, but my sister already got pregnant 5 years earlier, so she finally took me. that's the kind of relationship we had. I always wanted to be honest with my mother.
Along the way i have at least become intrigued with other peoples kinks and fetishes, but not in the way of experiencing it, but more like my interests in serial killers and crime stories, I am more interested in the details of where it manifested itself, and how it became so, what fuels it and makes it tick.
Anywhoo...yesterday i realized that along the lines of Kink but not necessarily sexual release, i have found that aside from being a photography lover and exhibitionist, I find it thrilling to do public nudes. I find it exciting and exhilarating to sneak real quick or shock and appall unsuspecting onlookers with brazing nudity during photo shoots. I have done a few public nudes, but i think it was more apparent yesterday in Coney Island with Chip Willis and Aeric MG than all the other times. Does a Kink have to produce a sexual release or can it just be something that makes your heart pound with delight?
I'm not sure if it was because I grew up under a sexually liberated mother who's profession for a spell was a sex worker, or that religion wasn't enforced upon me.
But I never developed any "Kinks". I don't really have 1st associations with sex that would be considered material or a base foundation for a kink.
I recall us moving when i was about 5 and in one of the packed boxes was a small book called THE JOY OF SEX. i flipped through it. and saw the various sexual positions.
My mother wasn't the type to prohibit her children from watching movies with adult content like nudity or profanity.
Later my sister and I would occasional come across my step fathers porn videos, that consisted of everything from she males to gay sex. whole other story..
I use to read a lot of mature erotic novels as a teen.
My point is Sex was never a Taboo, there was nothing to harbor or hide, so nothing out of the ordinary ever developed. When i was 15 I had a boyfriend and it started to get heated, i told my mother i wanted Birth control, she shot me down at first, but my sister already got pregnant 5 years earlier, so she finally took me. that's the kind of relationship we had. I always wanted to be honest with my mother.
Along the way i have at least become intrigued with other peoples kinks and fetishes, but not in the way of experiencing it, but more like my interests in serial killers and crime stories, I am more interested in the details of where it manifested itself, and how it became so, what fuels it and makes it tick.
Anywhoo...yesterday i realized that along the lines of Kink but not necessarily sexual release, i have found that aside from being a photography lover and exhibitionist, I find it thrilling to do public nudes. I find it exciting and exhilarating to sneak real quick or shock and appall unsuspecting onlookers with brazing nudity during photo shoots. I have done a few public nudes, but i think it was more apparent yesterday in Coney Island with Chip Willis and Aeric MG than all the other times. Does a Kink have to produce a sexual release or can it just be something that makes your heart pound with delight?
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