Getting to know my vagina
You would think after over 38 years we would already be well acquainted.
I know my way around it blindfolded, but that is the point.
I know this body part better as if i were blind than i know it if i saw it on the street, in pictures, hell in a police line up! lol.
I'm not use to seeing it on a regular basis, not all of it. just mostly the front of what one would view from the mirror if standing directly in front of it, Not the under sides and from behind.
I have a good feeling I'm not alone here. My GYN and my boyfriend and other lovers and GYN's before have a better knowledge of it visually than I do.
I have a little bit of an insecurity about it. Do all Vagins have to live up to a physical and visual standard? I mean the landscaping trends are enough. isn't there enough pressure put on women as it is.
I don't know if i had an issue showing pink in photographs because i was shy and embarrassed about how my flower looked or how i would be perceived showing it. It's labia is very puffy, and my little lady in the boat is rather large. I don't have a clitoris that is hard to find, it's kinda in your face. I wonder if that says a lot about the amount of testosterone levels in my system.
Lately it's been showing up in more photographs, I hope me letting down my guard and pushing my own set boundaries is a path to inner growth, a sign of embracing all of me. I don't want my relationships and peers effecting how i feel about my body, but sometimes it does... Sometimes my hangups about sex and sexuality get in the way as well. I don't want to be swayed, but still want to be respected for my choices. I intend on showing more and keeping it as graceful as possible.
I won't lie, as i first started seeing it in well lit photographs i was horrified! taken back by all it's pink puffy flesh. Maybe i thought i looked too exposed and vulgar. but even if i was just sitting there bottomless and thinking serene thoughts it still shook me as pornographic or what i perceive as dirty. I'm working on changing my view of my vag so to speak......
You would think after over 38 years we would already be well acquainted.
I know my way around it blindfolded, but that is the point.
I know this body part better as if i were blind than i know it if i saw it on the street, in pictures, hell in a police line up! lol.
I'm not use to seeing it on a regular basis, not all of it. just mostly the front of what one would view from the mirror if standing directly in front of it, Not the under sides and from behind.
I have a good feeling I'm not alone here. My GYN and my boyfriend and other lovers and GYN's before have a better knowledge of it visually than I do.
I have a little bit of an insecurity about it. Do all Vagins have to live up to a physical and visual standard? I mean the landscaping trends are enough. isn't there enough pressure put on women as it is.
I don't know if i had an issue showing pink in photographs because i was shy and embarrassed about how my flower looked or how i would be perceived showing it. It's labia is very puffy, and my little lady in the boat is rather large. I don't have a clitoris that is hard to find, it's kinda in your face. I wonder if that says a lot about the amount of testosterone levels in my system.
Lately it's been showing up in more photographs, I hope me letting down my guard and pushing my own set boundaries is a path to inner growth, a sign of embracing all of me. I don't want my relationships and peers effecting how i feel about my body, but sometimes it does... Sometimes my hangups about sex and sexuality get in the way as well. I don't want to be swayed, but still want to be respected for my choices. I intend on showing more and keeping it as graceful as possible.
I won't lie, as i first started seeing it in well lit photographs i was horrified! taken back by all it's pink puffy flesh. Maybe i thought i looked too exposed and vulgar. but even if i was just sitting there bottomless and thinking serene thoughts it still shook me as pornographic or what i perceive as dirty. I'm working on changing my view of my vag so to speak......
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