Today feels like it just had a peppermint douche!
and i don't mean vaginally, i mean in life in gerl.
lots of emotions running rapid, lots emails and talks and tears and such.
I say a lot of true but painfully blunt things when i have my back up against the wall. and yesterday we had a bad morning fight, and all communucations were through email and instant message. sometimes you hear better when there is no voice attached. I think it got my point accross, in the end he agreed with everything i posed. and admitted taking me for granted. Even if it's the end, somehow when people take responsibility for their crappy actions it feels like some relief.
got home, we talked we cried, we watched 2 chick flicks, one called Ira and Abbey, and one called Flannel Pajamas. we both agreed he was exactly like the Ira Charachter.
Not sure if he is moving out or not. it's been like 2-3 weeks of fighting and crying, i think we are both exhausted to say the least and retreat to comfort zones. we are are both confused as to what to do now. or maybe just too weak to make any real long term decisions.
anyway here are some pix that are more upbeat today
Cheese we brought to a dinner party on tuesday night.
Mini Carrot cake cupcakes
a friends dog
and for jtemperance whom is a fan of the office pix
Amsterdam Research day
another Etsy.com creation
You guys help me get through the day. thank you so much for your stories and support. I never feel that alone when i have this community here to offer a few kind words.
BTW i may have a new set going up live next week on the 27th. just Maybe........
and i don't mean vaginally, i mean in life in gerl.
lots of emotions running rapid, lots emails and talks and tears and such.
I say a lot of true but painfully blunt things when i have my back up against the wall. and yesterday we had a bad morning fight, and all communucations were through email and instant message. sometimes you hear better when there is no voice attached. I think it got my point accross, in the end he agreed with everything i posed. and admitted taking me for granted. Even if it's the end, somehow when people take responsibility for their crappy actions it feels like some relief.
got home, we talked we cried, we watched 2 chick flicks, one called Ira and Abbey, and one called Flannel Pajamas. we both agreed he was exactly like the Ira Charachter.
Not sure if he is moving out or not. it's been like 2-3 weeks of fighting and crying, i think we are both exhausted to say the least and retreat to comfort zones. we are are both confused as to what to do now. or maybe just too weak to make any real long term decisions.
anyway here are some pix that are more upbeat today
Cheese we brought to a dinner party on tuesday night.
Mini Carrot cake cupcakes
a friends dog
and for jtemperance whom is a fan of the office pix
Amsterdam Research day
another Etsy.com creation
You guys help me get through the day. thank you so much for your stories and support. I never feel that alone when i have this community here to offer a few kind words.
BTW i may have a new set going up live next week on the 27th. just Maybe........
VIEW 25 of 32 COMMENTS
rabidus:
*hugs*
bendingunit23:
That good to hear you talked it out with him, get that off your chest. It's good to hear there's more coming off your chest too.