So last weekend i ran into some people i haven't seen sinse highschool five years ago. One of them was a girl i had a crush on back in middle school and off and on in highschool as well. It was great seeing her...she looks even better now than she did then. It was even better talking to her and finding out that we're in pretty much the same boat when it comes to where we are in our lives and in our careers. Unfortunately, she's going away to Toledo for the next five years to pursue a degree in pharmacy so any hopes i had of trying to get something started were pretty much dashed with that.
It wasn't all that unfortunate though. It was really good running into someone i haven't seen in a long time and finding out that they're in not much better a position than i am. Hmmm...that sounded badly but it's really the whole "i'm not the only one feeling" that was good.
Sometimes running into old acquaintances can be good....sometimes bad. This time it was good.
I think i should start moving on with my life shortly. I've spent enough time delaying and doing stupid shit i should have gotten out of my system years ago. I have over 2100 comments on this website and yet i have failed to update a resume or anything or even look for a better job. What's that tell ya?
I've been spending waaaaaaay too much time on here and not enough time out in the real world. I'm not walking away but i think i should start limiting my time here. The real world has too much to offer versus cyber fantasy land. I like it here, but i need to spend less time here.
It wasn't all that unfortunate though. It was really good running into someone i haven't seen in a long time and finding out that they're in not much better a position than i am. Hmmm...that sounded badly but it's really the whole "i'm not the only one feeling" that was good.
Sometimes running into old acquaintances can be good....sometimes bad. This time it was good.
I think i should start moving on with my life shortly. I've spent enough time delaying and doing stupid shit i should have gotten out of my system years ago. I have over 2100 comments on this website and yet i have failed to update a resume or anything or even look for a better job. What's that tell ya?
I've been spending waaaaaaay too much time on here and not enough time out in the real world. I'm not walking away but i think i should start limiting my time here. The real world has too much to offer versus cyber fantasy land. I like it here, but i need to spend less time here.