So....today i went to sleep only slightly earlier than i did yesterday and woke up only slightly later than i went to sleep yesterda...an hour and fifteen minutes total of sleep is yucky particularly when it's followed by 8 hours of work.
So, i've got one eye open and i'm kinda just biding my time with the current pseudo GF. She's cool enough when i'm around her, but she never calls back and i'm not gonna be walked all over or keep trying if she doesn't care to call back or make an effort and while i know it'll be her loss but it'll be made no easier on me for lack of prior relationships and/or experiences.
That being said, an old acquaintance of mine has just returned home and i've seen her a couple times but haven't gone out with her or anything like that. Her and i are like completely opposite, except that she's got the sweetest personality, nicest smile and is super cute. I don't think we were ever all that close when we used to work together but she's a cool one that's for sure. At any rate, i want to ask her out, but i'm not exactly sure how to do it or bring it up. Any suggestions?
I know for a lot of readers of my long time readers, my endless inability and haplessness with the ladies may seem old, but lack of confidence combine with utter cluelessness about how to start talking to a girl (who i either don't knwo or do know and am afraid to ruin thecurrent friend relationship by revealing feelings) and going for the plunge by asking said girl out on a date. The other thing is i'm scared of not knowing what to say...awkward silences can be soooo....umhhhh...awkward ya know? Then there's this whole "ya gotta have some sort of attitude" attitude about dating and approaching women and attitude is not me. I can't really be false with a woman in good conscious in regards to trying to be something i'm not or trying to be ultra hip cool guy and being deceitful like that.
Oh well....been ranting long enough. Yinz all got your own problems that are a lot more significant than mine own. Take care of yourselves and have a good weekend all.
So, i've got one eye open and i'm kinda just biding my time with the current pseudo GF. She's cool enough when i'm around her, but she never calls back and i'm not gonna be walked all over or keep trying if she doesn't care to call back or make an effort and while i know it'll be her loss but it'll be made no easier on me for lack of prior relationships and/or experiences.
That being said, an old acquaintance of mine has just returned home and i've seen her a couple times but haven't gone out with her or anything like that. Her and i are like completely opposite, except that she's got the sweetest personality, nicest smile and is super cute. I don't think we were ever all that close when we used to work together but she's a cool one that's for sure. At any rate, i want to ask her out, but i'm not exactly sure how to do it or bring it up. Any suggestions?
I know for a lot of readers of my long time readers, my endless inability and haplessness with the ladies may seem old, but lack of confidence combine with utter cluelessness about how to start talking to a girl (who i either don't knwo or do know and am afraid to ruin thecurrent friend relationship by revealing feelings) and going for the plunge by asking said girl out on a date. The other thing is i'm scared of not knowing what to say...awkward silences can be soooo....umhhhh...awkward ya know? Then there's this whole "ya gotta have some sort of attitude" attitude about dating and approaching women and attitude is not me. I can't really be false with a woman in good conscious in regards to trying to be something i'm not or trying to be ultra hip cool guy and being deceitful like that.
Oh well....been ranting long enough. Yinz all got your own problems that are a lot more significant than mine own. Take care of yourselves and have a good weekend all.
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oh ! i understand now...no what i meant was that it is far to complicated to say...."dont give your heart away too easily max16characters"...for some reason i like calling people by their names...even if it isnt their real name.
[Edited on Aug 24, 2003]
of course adrians not jealous... because there is NOTHING TO IT
and do you think I would be with a jealous boyfriend? I wank cocks for a living my friend.... do you think I could be with someone who was the jealous type?
sorry... I'm just sick of males thinking everything is about sex.... there was nothing in my journal entry that suggested Iw as having horny dreams about him.. and I'm as honest as they come so I would have SAID that if I was ......
anyway....
so in answer to your question no adrian is not the jealous type... he is a grown up! he respects that my life is my life and I'll do whatever I want... and because he is that mature I take extra steps to make sure I never hurt his feelings.....