Wow, what a weekend. My road trip from Thursday until today went about 850miles or so and all of it was fun.
Thursday i went to the SGB Cleveland show and it was a blast. Seeing a bunch of SG peepz and partying with them was fun too.
The actual show was great. Situated in a Rockabilly Bar it was a pretty interesting mix of...
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Thursday i went to the SGB Cleveland show and it was a blast. Seeing a bunch of SG peepz and partying with them was fun too.
The actual show was great. Situated in a Rockabilly Bar it was a pretty interesting mix of...
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sixtyfootqueenie:
ahh yes... me = active user....
problmatic59576:
yeah i've heard some shady things about this. i went to other sites and i might be in a real mag in may. 
Dreams. What's in a dream really? Are there meanings or just jumbled images?
The reason i ask is that i have recurring dreams...and not your usual kind (ie flying or walking naked into class though i've hadthose.) My most vivid recurring dreams actually are about reading books.
Now ordinarily that's not weird in and of itself. But in my dreams i pick up books i've...
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The reason i ask is that i have recurring dreams...and not your usual kind (ie flying or walking naked into class though i've hadthose.) My most vivid recurring dreams actually are about reading books.
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lorelei:
i'm commenting in your journal AGAIN. reading books in dreams is really weird. i'm amazed too, that my mind can create the words as i read along. because obviously the dream exists in your head...there is no book and there are no words. but, i think whenever i realize in the dream that i'm doing this, i stop and no more words come!
if you have this reoccuring dream though, there is definitely meaning behind it. but a lot of people misinterpret the idea of dreams "meaning" something...you know? like dreaming about a white rabbit doesn't mean you're going to come into money within a week or something. i tthink that dreams can tell you things about yourself you may not have realized consciously, but not much more. unless you have special powers, hehe. so yeah....it's kinda like your subconscious is trying to point out to you something about yourself - your tendencies, your desires, your idiosyncracies...things you're stressed over and didn't even realize were affecting you.. worth thinking about, helps you get to know yourself better in my opinion.
if you have this reoccuring dream though, there is definitely meaning behind it. but a lot of people misinterpret the idea of dreams "meaning" something...you know? like dreaming about a white rabbit doesn't mean you're going to come into money within a week or something. i tthink that dreams can tell you things about yourself you may not have realized consciously, but not much more. unless you have special powers, hehe. so yeah....it's kinda like your subconscious is trying to point out to you something about yourself - your tendencies, your desires, your idiosyncracies...things you're stressed over and didn't even realize were affecting you.. worth thinking about, helps you get to know yourself better in my opinion.
robinbanks:
Hey man.. it was nice talking with you as well. And I'm very glad that you posted in my journal. I'm sort of a quiet, nervous person and it's always a bit uncomfortable for me to meet-up with various SG acquaintances, all of whom I barely even know. But hell, I always have a good time so perhaps my social reservations are just a figment of my imagination.
As with Lorelei, I'm glad to hear that you are considering a move towards a meatless diet. As you can see already, she's an expert on the subject and a good cheerleader as well.
If there's ever a Cleveland-area SG meetup, we should all go to Szchewan Garden in Lakewood. Their veggie menu will knock your socks off.
What did you think of the show? Bet you were glad to be towering over everyone else. Hope you didn't get doused with chocolate sauce though.
As with Lorelei, I'm glad to hear that you are considering a move towards a meatless diet. As you can see already, she's an expert on the subject and a good cheerleader as well.
If there's ever a Cleveland-area SG meetup, we should all go to Szchewan Garden in Lakewood. Their veggie menu will knock your socks off.
What did you think of the show? Bet you were glad to be towering over everyone else. Hope you didn't get doused with chocolate sauce though.
Ok, calling the Doc tommorow. Thanks for all the advice/help/bulllying and what not peepz.
In other news...not much is really going on. At all.
In other news...not much is really going on. At all.
ok, so i found a lump while manscaping... 
I don't really have any clue what it is except that i'm reasonably sure it shouldn't be there. It's not actually on my boys, but near enough to worry me. I think i'm going to see a doctor about it next week. It kinda makes me uncomfortable to even bring it up to a doctor, but shit,...
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I don't really have any clue what it is except that i'm reasonably sure it shouldn't be there. It's not actually on my boys, but near enough to worry me. I think i'm going to see a doctor about it next week. It kinda makes me uncomfortable to even bring it up to a doctor, but shit,... Read More
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siara:
I am sure that everything will be fine!! *hugs* but just as sixtyfootqueenie said you had better get to a doctor asap!
don't feel uncomfortable about bringing it up to your doctor!.. imagine what they have to see all day..
look after yourself!! i will be thinking about you!
XX 
don't feel uncomfortable about bringing it up to your doctor!.. imagine what they have to see all day..
look after yourself!! i will be thinking about you!
XX 
"There is no cold. Cold is only an illusion." At least, that's what you keep telling yourself when it's 7 degrees outside (-12C or thereabouts for non-americans) and you're bar-hopping.
I'd add more, but i need to be up for work in less than four hours.
Here's some semi-tasteless humor for us bemoaning Steelers fans out there. Enjoy
2004 Pittsburgh Steelers Schedule
September
12.........................Cornell High...
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I'd add more, but i need to be up for work in less than four hours.
Here's some semi-tasteless humor for us bemoaning Steelers fans out there. Enjoy
2004 Pittsburgh Steelers Schedule
September
12.........................Cornell High...
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sixtyfootqueenie:
hahah it was soo funny because jerry springer was on that topic yesterday..and what he said at the end ifs true... regardless of what gender you choose to go out with.. you have to stick with them... and make that choice.. you cant use it as an excuse for infedelity.. because infidelity is infidelity...
clara:
I don't know what the Cleveland venue is like, but if I were as tall as you I'd have had little trouble seeing.
Well, heard from my friend Phil today via email. He was in Operation Iraqi Freedom. Today is his last day in Iraq: Yay! He'll be home in late February: Double yay!!
Hearing from him was quite a reality check for me. He's now currently a war veteran and has done some amazing things i'm sure. He mentioned nearly dying a fiery death (i guess i'll...
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Hearing from him was quite a reality check for me. He's now currently a war veteran and has done some amazing things i'm sure. He mentioned nearly dying a fiery death (i guess i'll...
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sixtyfootqueenie:
doh double post!
[Edited on Jan 28, 2004 9:38PM]
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sixtyfootqueenie:
dude... I'm very rarely terrified of someone... but man.. I've heard stories that shes done... she just went to court recently and almost went to jail because she hired someone and paid $13000 to run over a madame from a competing bd house... of course.. you hear all the crazy stories later once you start working there...
anyway.. it ended up all good.. I got my stuff out without much of a confrontation... the manager was there not the boss... but I'm hoping she doesnt start a campaign against me when she finds out that I'm going to her most hated competition....
anyway.. it ended up all good.. I got my stuff out without much of a confrontation... the manager was there not the boss... but I'm hoping she doesnt start a campaign against me when she finds out that I'm going to her most hated competition....
So the new place is working out pretty damn well right now. Been grocery shopping and cooking 
Turns out im' not so ba a cook after all. Still not nearly as good as mom's stuff though.
Gracery shopping is a trip though...Man, there are sooooo many products outt there vying for my attention and consumption it's almost overwhelming. But i think i've found what suits...
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Turns out im' not so ba a cook after all. Still not nearly as good as mom's stuff though.
Gracery shopping is a trip though...Man, there are sooooo many products outt there vying for my attention and consumption it's almost overwhelming. But i think i've found what suits...
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joshof13thfloor:
Congratulations on the new place.
You are a braver man then i for trying the vegetarian thing. I dipped into it once and the resulting gas nearly killed myself and all those unlucky enough to find themselves around me.
Peace. Later.
-Josh
You are a braver man then i for trying the vegetarian thing. I dipped into it once and the resulting gas nearly killed myself and all those unlucky enough to find themselves around me.
Peace. Later.
-Josh
adeline:
Everything is ok except for my horrible luck. My phone got disconnected last night..the really funny part is that it worked pretty much all day yesterday, except at 6pm and after when I was trying to call my ride. Plus, I have dial up so I couldn't even get online to try to tell my ride. Stuff like this always happens to me..I should be used to it by now or just know when its going to happen. I really wanted to go last night too I was already and hoping my ride would just show up but I understand why he didn't. Blah! Maybe next time...
My phone got disconnected last night..the really funny part is that it worked pretty much all day yesterday, except at 6pm and after when I was trying to call my ride. Plus, I have dial up so I couldn't even get online to try to tell my ride. Stuff like this always happens to me..I should be used to it by now or just know when its going to happen. I really wanted to go last night too I was already and hoping my ride would just show up but I understand why he didn't. Blah! Maybe next time...Well i'm officially moved into the new apartment now. Itt's a pretty sweet set up here. I think it's gonna be really awesome.
Moving in wasn't nearly so hard as i thought it would be. had a friend to help and it was pretty smooth going. There's nothing more dude though than finishing a move, sitting down to some pizza, watching football and drinking beers....
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Moving in wasn't nearly so hard as i thought it would be. had a friend to help and it was pretty smooth going. There's nothing more dude though than finishing a move, sitting down to some pizza, watching football and drinking beers....
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crispy:
After the game it was just utter digust all around ... we all wandered blindly back out to the parking lot, shaking our heads at what we had just seen.
Within a half hour, we were laughing and joking around although we were all majorly heartbroken.
And we'll all be back next August ...
Within a half hour, we were laughing and joking around although we were all majorly heartbroken.
And we'll all be back next August ...
joshof13thfloor:
Thanks for the compliment on my artwork, man. I must say that i am really flattered that you would think i could be a pro but alas i am not, although i have always wanted to be.
The plan as it stands right now is to hopefully someday soon publish my own comics consisting of all my own original characters and stories.
I went for my sleep study last night, if you wanna know more i'll be updating my journal about it soon. I really appreciate the good wishes concerning my condition.
-Josh
The plan as it stands right now is to hopefully someday soon publish my own comics consisting of all my own original characters and stories.
I went for my sleep study last night, if you wanna know more i'll be updating my journal about it soon. I really appreciate the good wishes concerning my condition.
-Josh
So after going to my five year high school reunion, i've learned a few things...
I'm not the only one who doesn't have it all figured out just yet
My highschool crush/first love is now a lesbian (kinda butchy but still as beautiful as ever.)
Some people have realllllly changed and others not at all
I need to get off my ass and start moving...
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I'm not the only one who doesn't have it all figured out just yet
My highschool crush/first love is now a lesbian (kinda butchy but still as beautiful as ever.)
Some people have realllllly changed and others not at all
I need to get off my ass and start moving...
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joshof13thfloor:
S'up? Sorry i was so long in getting back but life beckoned.
I can't really say that i've read a lot of dark fantasy stuff because i just don't think that there is that much of it out there. At least not a lot that is good.
Have you ever read "Tears of the Dragon", Stephen King wrote it years ago under his alias (which escapes me at the moment). It was a fantasy novel of sorts and a very good read.
I have a rather large collection of fantasy books and i have been meaning to get back into them for a while now and reread some of my favorite stuff. I know i have some dark fantsy pieces in there and once i find them i'll get back in touch and let you know.
I'm gonna add you to my friends list if thats kosher. If i don't i'll never remember to write you back. Well, that and you seem cool and to have good taste in books, both of which are good.
-Josh
I can't really say that i've read a lot of dark fantasy stuff because i just don't think that there is that much of it out there. At least not a lot that is good.
Have you ever read "Tears of the Dragon", Stephen King wrote it years ago under his alias (which escapes me at the moment). It was a fantasy novel of sorts and a very good read.
I have a rather large collection of fantasy books and i have been meaning to get back into them for a while now and reread some of my favorite stuff. I know i have some dark fantsy pieces in there and once i find them i'll get back in touch and let you know.
I'm gonna add you to my friends list if thats kosher. If i don't i'll never remember to write you back. Well, that and you seem cool and to have good taste in books, both of which are good.
-Josh
tommyk104:
dude....it was cool meeting you @ 80's night....i'm sure i'll bump into you again soon.
So it ended up being a white Christmas after all IT was decent for me mostly. My mother's given me her grandfather's dress watch for christmas which is really cool as it's an heirloom and probably around 80 or so years old. The funny thing is that she thought it was broken for 30 something years and never got around to getting it fixed and...
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IT was decent for me mostly. My mother's given me her grandfather's dress watch for christmas which is really cool as it's an heirloom and probably around 80 or so years old. The funny thing is that she thought it was broken for 30 something years and never got around to getting it fixed and... Read More
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posh:
thanks
i hope you have a great night .. and a great new year.
i hope you have a great night .. and a great new year.
desilou:
it was not a white christmas here but it has been warmer than usual. i do not have very many cousins but my little nieces and nephew grow so fast.
Mom has pnemonia, step dad had flu, i am illness free. I rule, me!
Did my good deed for the season last night as i totally helped out a co-worker whos locks were frozen in her car. After about an hour or so of trying, i managed to get her in her car by warming her keys with my lighter. It was super cold but...
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Did my good deed for the season last night as i totally helped out a co-worker whos locks were frozen in her car. After about an hour or so of trying, i managed to get her in her car by warming her keys with my lighter. It was super cold but...
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siara:
Yah for being illness free!... hehe.. tis always a good thing around christmas with all the partys and such! But i hope your parents get better!!
Have an excellent time at your 5 year reunion!!.. our school didn't organise one of those.. i really want to see what everyone is doing now. I went to a super snobby rich all grrls private school.. my friends & i hated nearly everyone.. all these girls that got bought brand new BMW's by their dads when they got their licenses and were all ridiciously rich. I want to go to a reunion really drunk and generally cause a ruckus.. that would be such fun.. i soo wish they would organise one! hehe
I am soo jealous that is is zero degrees there.. yesterday it was 36oC.. so damn hot.. you just can't get away from the heat... it is currently 10.30 at night and i am sitting around in my underwear still sweating my ass off!!! argh.. can you send me some cold weather please!!!
LOTR.. changing of the ending.. what?? really.. um i haven't seen it yet, but that doesn't sound good.. it comes out here in a couple of days.. i can't wait!!!
Anyways.. i hope you have a lurvely christmas and new years!!!! *huge hugs* what do you have planned??
XX
Have an excellent time at your 5 year reunion!!.. our school didn't organise one of those.. i really want to see what everyone is doing now. I went to a super snobby rich all grrls private school.. my friends & i hated nearly everyone.. all these girls that got bought brand new BMW's by their dads when they got their licenses and were all ridiciously rich. I want to go to a reunion really drunk and generally cause a ruckus.. that would be such fun.. i soo wish they would organise one! hehe
I am soo jealous that is is zero degrees there.. yesterday it was 36oC.. so damn hot.. you just can't get away from the heat... it is currently 10.30 at night and i am sitting around in my underwear still sweating my ass off!!! argh.. can you send me some cold weather please!!!
LOTR.. changing of the ending.. what?? really.. um i haven't seen it yet, but that doesn't sound good.. it comes out here in a couple of days.. i can't wait!!!
Anyways.. i hope you have a lurvely christmas and new years!!!! *huge hugs* what do you have planned??
XX 
victorian:
five years? thats not nearly enough time to make your fortunes to return as a goth kind to your high school and make all the kids who thought you were a loser swoon and prostrate themselves on the floor as they offer themselves up in sacrifice.
So i shoveled a shit load of snow today...boy did that suck. We got about 6 inches or so and i had to do the whole driveway by myself.
Afterward though i made a sweet snowman.
Afterward though i made a sweet snowman.
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adeline:
I miss snow! Everything down here in Florida is good..hope things there are too.
posh:
BC as a whole is quite beautiful. there is so much green. well, and gray at the moment because of winter, but you get the idea. the mountains stand so tall. ah. i miss it already.