Thanks! Yes you did tell me so, but at that point, i was too busy wallowing in self-doubt and self-loathing to pay any attention.
Right now, even with some looming uncertainty to my financial and housing future, thanks to my relationship with KiwiFroot i still feel like the luckiest guy alive and have actually been extremely happy on a daily basis(shocking, i know! ).
And I know the same will happen for you.
"I will lose my shit if even one more person I know dies, so please don't die"
Eric I can not get you out of my head. I hate everyday that you are gone. I miss you and I was so young when you decided to leave but what we had was..... well you know and youre the only person that will ever know.
I... Read More
Well I did tell the bosses i am quiting so theoretically Jan 1st I will be living in Petaluma or the whereabouts.
I am anxious and slightly stressed and the time can't pass quickly enough.
I miss the boy bunches... ill see him 2 weekends from now.
The more we talk the more fantastic he becomes..........
I hate coming back to reality and leaving that high of being around someone that just gets you in all the right ways. It was lonelier last night and i still smelled you all over my clothes and bed...
But it won't be too long till I see you again.
Alex (the ex) wrote me a long drunk and unappreciated Myspace message. Ya...THAT message. The... Read More
Thanks, it feels good to be happy again, despite the distance we're both dedicated to making this work. It's going to be awhile before either of us would be able to move, but with the price of oil coming back in line, airfare or just driving won't be too bad to deal with for the near future, and we feel like worth the effort.
And good luck with the move! Hope things work out up there!
So im supposed to be cleaning but im procrastinating
I do need to get a lot done before tomorrow tho... a special someone is coming to see me and im stoked. I need someone around me besides my beloved one-year old...im kinda tired of my one sided conversations.
And I plan on getting some cheescake factory which ive been craving for nearly 2 months now.... Read More
I made berry pancakes and they were yummy. Today is boring. I need friends. I need some companionship. I am tired of changing diapers.
I may get some work done on my tattoo.
I want it to be next week already.
changing diapers when it's not even your own kid = not something i'm sure i could consider doing for money. it's bad enough when they ARE yours. my sympathies hun
Why is it that im still single?
Why does it have to be so damn complicated and shit.
Can't i just say i wanna jump your bones and I don't want to share you with anyone else and have it be that?
Ive been such an emotional bitch lately. I hate it. I guess i wouldn't want to be with me.
Today has been a kinda long day. I got quite a bit done tho. I also left my headlights on in my car and had to drive my bosses large ford SUV thingy to pick up the kiddos. That was interesting. I still have hours left of work. At 4:30 I will be leaving to go make phone calls and attempt to set some appointments... Read More
So I was in another odd pensive mood today.
I keep having these 'big life questions' on my mind. Today was religion. And all i could conclude was that all religions are so damn fucked and far fetched and i suppose any 'real religious' person believes whole heartedly in what they believe and I don't know how to possibly explain how what i believe is... Read More
hey, its good to see you think , its a great place to star.
believe in life, thats enough for me.
you made me think so thanks.I thought about the fact I am a father and I am creating memories for my boys to hold and cherish for the rest of there lives. the pressure is on.
Right now, even with some looming uncertainty to my financial and housing future, thanks to my relationship with KiwiFroot i still feel like the luckiest guy alive and have actually been extremely happy on a daily basis(shocking, i know!
And I know the same will happen for you.