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Tuesday Nov 15, 2011

Nov 15, 2011
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I'm working quite a bit and wishing I had more time at home.

I've started going to the chiropractor. We went over my x-rays today. My neck and a portion of my mid back is NOT doing well. She seems pretty amazed that my back is in the poor condition it is at the age of 22. She says all of the sports and stresses i've had have really impacted my back. I'm pre-arthritic in these areas and while I may be able to stop the progression and get everything aligned some of the damage the is done is likely permanent. I also have a curve in my back - but she says its not quite scoliosis.

She'd like to see me 3 times a week for the next month and then 2 times a week for 3 months. It would cost about $430 a month and I just can't afford it. I don't think I can afford once a week.

If only I had insurance. 7 months away.

She also told me NO to the working out. It's been hard. I'm finally motivated and I physically can't do it. I wish I was as motivated on the food front. I've been doing a bit better - but not good enough.

I have been keeping up on my schooling though. smile
I really have been wanting change and I think i'm finally executing it better.

Well I guess this was really just for me - processing some thoughts.
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jace:
Yeah. She's definitely not a lesbian, she's definitely not straight. I absolutely don't think she's either one (and frankly, I don't think a great many people are). I think she feels like she has to be either one or the other, and that's where a lot of her guilt is coming from. "If I'm attracted to girls, it must be wrong to sleep with men." That sort of thing.

In the end you're probably right. I'm definitely treading lightly and we're friends, I was just feeling unsatisfied when I wrote that blog. We'd been chatting for an hour and I was feeling sentimental.

Miss you! <3
Nov 28, 2011
whiterabbit819:
Good luck with everything. I hope you get that insurance quick. Scoliosis sucks trust me on that one. I have two really bad curves in my spine to the point where though high school I had to wear a back brace and have been though a few spinal surgeries because of it. So I hope you can get that taken care of soon
Nov 29, 2011

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