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Hunting For Cherubs

If you heard your lover scream in the next room
and you ran in and saw his pinkie on the floor, in a small puddle of blood.

You wouldn't rush to the pinkie and say,
'Darling, are you OK? '

No, you'd wrap your arms around his shoulders
and worry about the pinkie later.

The same holds true if you heard the scream,
ran in and saw his hand or -god forbid- his whole arm.

But suppose you hear your lover scream in the next room,
and you run in and his head is on the floor next to his body.

Which do you rush to and comfort first?

- Jeffrey McDaniel




SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Two nights ago I had the most painful dream.

Jays driving the car and a friend is in the front seat. I'm sitting in the back seat with another friend. We're driving along and laughing. As we come up to the bridge we are supposed to cross, our friend points out that Jay has taken the wrong bridge.
In fact, there is no bridge and although Jay tries to stop the car we go sailing off the edge.

It is now that I realize we are about to die. I tell myself it's okay. I squeeze my friends arm. I reach a hand out towards Jay and I say "I love you" out loud. The air is rushing by so quickly that I'm pretty sure my words fall on deaf ears.
I'm wondering when we will hit the ground - it must be soon. Then, Jay begins to fall out of the car and away from us. My calmness turns into panic.

And I wake up from this nightmare.

It was one of those dreams that felt so real - that even though i'm awake now I can't help but to cry. The emotions are overwhelming. Although Jay is laying next to me - I feel like hes gone.


VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
edun:
Seriously intense!
Nov 6, 2011
leib_:
Yes it was.

blush

And I'm so sorry about the dream!

Maybe it just means that you aren't supposed to let him go. What I mean is that your subconscious is reassuring you that you two are indeed meant to be together smile.
Nov 7, 2011

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