mavenist

Sorry about the emotional blog earlier.

I guess things got a bit better. I made a little money on My Girl Fund, so that's nice. I still need more though.

I miss Jaysin a lot today. He's such a nice man and so good to me. He might not look like it but hes a big sweet cuddly love bug. He's also amazing at the kisses and the sexin.

He's going to be working a bit more in the near future.. and i'm trying to cope with that. I know it would be good for him/us financially but I am a very attached girl.

I hope I get more money soon so he and I can have a nice Valentines celebration. He's working Valentines and the next day but he will be coming home on my day off and it would be good to spend it together then.

I am thinking about getting 2 pet rats. Girl ones. It will have to wait until I get some extra money though. I already have names picked out.

I've lost a little weight, but sort of slacked this last week. I didn't gain anything, just sort of stopped losing. No more cookies

I keep feeling the urge to shave my head... not bald.. but just cut off all my hair. I don't think Jay actually likes the idea but he's still nice to me about it. I wish I could afford some wigs too though... mostly for fun and to be able to have hair at least sometimes that i could do things to.

Well thats it for now.
Night.