mavenist

Note to self: Remember not to worry about the small stuff.

So i love my boyfriend hes fantastic. I just can't say too much cause then you'll want him and hes mine..yadda yadda yadda...
He got me these... just because:


I have crazy thoughts of being with him forever.... freaky.

But if we somehow dont work out.. im moving out of country and im going to lie about everything.
Im going to lie about where I come from and what my family is like. I am going to lie about my previous jobs and friends. Im going to lie about everything because I can and I think it would be fun.
I could be that person im not... i could try to be someone else... just for a little while.
Maybe ill move to England and live in a little flat and wear my penny and work in a bakery.
Or move to somewhere where not everyone speaks english...

I always have an itchin for movin... i think it's just who I am. I like that adventure. The risk, the unknown... but knowing there will be a positive outcome.. I have always made it through.

But I love Jaysin and I love Petaluma too... I think i'll stick around.
I really dig his mom and grandma too.

Someday I will spend a summer in Japan with Jaysin... someday.